I'm Back. I'm Dumb.

[Colonel_No_Cope]

Day 300

The power of this site is held in its brotherhood.  Like many fraternal organizations before it, the KTC has secrets that are revealed only with understanding.  The words that once were empty to us (and still empty to others) now have meaning.  They have memories.

When we first quit, we take because we need it.  We devour the information contained on the site.  This site becomes our first and our last line of defense.  We are fed these words, and at first with unbelieving eyes, complete our days.  As we get further into our quits, our blind faith becomes a stark reality.  We know that this process works.

When we are vets, we spread this reality to the wide eyed and scared freshly quit.  We want them to see, but we can't make them.  They will have to see it for themselves.  We build quitters up with our experiences, and help them through theirs.  We see the wide eyed and scared quitters become more confident in their quits, and we are filled with pride. 

This pride swells when I see those I helped help others.  I see that they "get it" and share the same hatred as I do for the nicotine whore.  I know that even though I have not specifically reached out to a quitter, somebody I have worked with has.  I have thousands of texts to quitters in my 300 days here, and I know that indirectly, I am responsible for hundreds more.

I could have sat back, posted roll, and walked away everyday for the last 300.  But I wouldn't have good friends like Eaf, Moe, CNC, Luby, and the other Basterds from my group.  Losing brothers wouldn't effect me.  I wouldn't have reached out or spent the time with some great badass groups that followed me.  I wouldn't be part of the brotherhood.  I would not have given it my all.  I would not have protected my quit.

I'd like to thank every vet, mod, and admin on this site.  When I came here 300 days ago, you beat me to a pulp.  I was pathetic.  I needed it.  I thought I knew about quitting, and I was wrong.  I didn't think you knew anything about long term quitting.  I figured out later there was no long term quitting.  There's only today.  Keep posting.  I don't want to catch up to you.

I quit with you today Sir.

Congrats on the 300.

Great words from my quit brother, mentor, coach, hero, and best of all... my personal friend.

With friends like you, 300 isn't as scary now as it was about 297 days ago.

I'll be leaning on you over the next couple weeks.

[Ready]

Day 300

The power of this site is held in its brotherhood. Like many fraternal organizations before it, the KTC has secrets that are revealed only with understanding. The words that once were empty to us (and still empty to others) now have meaning. They have memories.

When we first quit, we take because we need it. We devour the information contained on the site. This site becomes our first and our last line of defense. We are fed these words, and at first with unbelieving eyes, complete our days. As we get further into our quits, our blind faith becomes a stark reality. We know that this process works.

When we are vets, we spread this reality to the wide eyed and scared freshly quit. We want them to see, but we can't make them. They will have to see it for themselves. We build quitters up with our experiences, and help them through theirs. We see the wide eyed and scared quitters become more confident in their quits, and we are filled with pride.

This pride swells when I see those I helped help others. I see that they "get it" and share the same hatred as I do for the nicotine whore. I know that even though I have not specifically reached out to a quitter, somebody I have worked with has. I have thousands of texts to quitters in my 300 days here, and I know that indirectly, I am responsible for hundreds more.

I could have sat back, posted roll, and walked away everyday for the last 300. But I wouldn't have good friends like Eaf, Moe, CNC, Luby, and the other Basterds from my group. Losing brothers wouldn't effect me. I wouldn't have reached out or spent the time with some great badass groups that followed me. I wouldn't be part of the brotherhood. I would not have given it my all. I would not have protected my quit.

I'd like to thank every vet, mod, and admin on this site. When I came here 300 days ago, you beat me to a pulp. I was pathetic. I needed it. I thought I knew about quitting, and I was wrong. I didn't think you knew anything about long term quitting. I figured out later there was no long term quitting. There's only today. Keep posting. I don't want to catch up to you.

I quit with you today Sir.

Congrats on the 300.

[wastepanel]

Day 300

The power of this site is held in its brotherhood. Like many fraternal organizations before it, the KTC has secrets that are revealed only with understanding. The words that once were empty to us (and still empty to others) now have meaning. They have memories.

When we first quit, we take because we need it. We devour the information contained on the site. This site becomes our first and our last line of defense. We are fed these words, and at first with unbelieving eyes, complete our days. As we get further into our quits, our blind faith becomes a stark reality. We know that this process works.

When we are vets, we spread this reality to the wide eyed and scared freshly quit. We want them to see, but we can't make them. They will have to see it for themselves. We build quitters up with our experiences, and help them through theirs. We see the wide eyed and scared quitters become more confident in their quits, and we are filled with pride.

This pride swells when I see those I helped help others. I see that they "get it" and share the same hatred as I do for the nicotine whore. I know that even though I have not specifically reached out to a quitter, somebody I have worked with has. I have thousands of texts to quitters in my 300 days here, and I know that indirectly, I am responsible for hundreds more.

I could have sat back, posted roll, and walked away everyday for the last 300. But I wouldn't have good friends like Eaf, Moe, CNC, Luby, and the other Basterds from my group. Losing brothers wouldn't effect me. I wouldn't have reached out or spent the time with some great badass groups that followed me. I wouldn't be part of the brotherhood. I would not have given it my all. I would not have protected my quit.

I'd like to thank every vet, mod, and admin on this site. When I came here 300 days ago, you beat me to a pulp. I was pathetic. I needed it. I thought I knew about quitting, and I was wrong. I didn't think you knew anything about long term quitting. I figured out later there was no long term quitting. There's only today. Keep posting. I don't want to catch up to you.

[nv0311]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

He'd be easy enough to find... just check the newspapers.

He would be under the headline, "Man hospitalized by crazed Army Colonel after a very brief 'discussion' concerning nicotine!!!"

The victim was heard uttering, "whats your boggle Colonel? I'm not leaving."

The assailant turned himself in shortly after calling 911 and a number of "brothers" from some exclusive fraternal club. He waited for the ambulance before allowing the police to take him downtown.

His only comment to the reporters on scene was, "well, I just had to re-align my brothers thinking... he's good now. Tell NOLAQ, I got it covered."

The identity of this "NOLAQ" person is unknown, and the name of the assailant is being withheld by police under pressure from an organization known as KTC.

everyone should read this, your right it is a honor to post roll and walk the hallowed halls with your fellow quitters

[Colonel_No_Cope]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

He'd be easy enough to find... just check the newspapers.

He would be under the headline, "Man hospitalized by crazed Army Colonel after a very brief 'discussion' concerning nicotine!!!"

The victim was heard uttering, "whats your boggle Colonel? I'm not leaving."

The assailant turned himself in shortly after calling 911 and a number of "brothers" from some exclusive fraternal club. He waited for the ambulance before allowing the police to take him downtown.

His only comment to the reporters on scene was, "well, I just had to re-align my brothers thinking... he's good now. Tell NOLAQ, I got it covered."

The identity of this "NOLAQ" person is unknown, and the name of the assailant is being withheld by police under pressure from an organization known as KTC.

[Scowick65]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

'clap'

Well done and I agree. I'll be right there with you.

I'll blow up your phone, too.

Fag.

Everyday an addict reminds himself he is an addict is a day an addict earns another day of freedom. I guess today i am stranded with you on the island of quitville. No boat available. No boat necessary. Thanks for the reminder.

Fu nic bitch.

[G]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

'clap'

Well done and I agree. I'll be right there with you.

I'll blow up your phone, too.

Fag.

[AgLawyer]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

'clap'

Well done and I agree. I'll be right there with you.

[Nolaq]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

Posting Roll for me stopped being a burden a whike ago.

Posting Roll is an Honor.

So is quitting with you, Scott.

And you WILL be hearing from me if you ever try to leave.

[wastepanel]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

You'd be raping astronauts?

Fuck raping astronauts. I've seen a movie that told me that's a bad fucking idea.

[Timeless117]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011.  I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well.  Sometimes, I was offering support.  Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons.  I have done it religiously for 283 days.  I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days:  when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept.  It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life.  Fuck.  I'm 34.  If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers). 

We all change.

We put away our toys.  We live in reality.  We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor. 

I am quit today.  I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever.  It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums.  It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before.  I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards.  I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE.  YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN.  I AM FUCKING QUIT.  I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.  I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE.  I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION.  IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO.  I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?  NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES.  I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO.  IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.  I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD.  TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.  IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T.  YOU HELD ME DOWN.  YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS.  TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT.  FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone.  I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody.  I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer.  I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on.  I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision.  I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit.  If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll.  We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday.  Did you miss that speech?  What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do? 

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

You'd be raping astronauts?

[Colonel_No_Cope]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011. I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well. Sometimes, I was offering support. Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons. I have done it religiously for 283 days. I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days: when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept. It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life. Fuck. I'm 34. If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers).

We all change.

We put away our toys. We live in reality. We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor.

I am quit today. I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever. It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums. It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before. I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards. I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE. YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN. I AM FUCKING QUIT. I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE. I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION. IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS. I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT? NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES. I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO. IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD. TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T. YOU HELD ME DOWN. YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS. TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT. FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone. I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody. I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer. I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on. I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision. I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit. If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll. We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday. Did you miss that speech? What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do?

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

I am right there with you brother, you'll never hear me utter those words... and I am tired of hearing them from others.

[carumba10]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011. I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well. Sometimes, I was offering support. Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons. I have done it religiously for 283 days. I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days: when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept. It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life. Fuck. I'm 34. If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers).

We all change.

We put away our toys. We live in reality. We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor.

I am quit today. I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever. It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums. It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before. I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards. I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE. YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN. I AM FUCKING QUIT. I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE. I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION. IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS. I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT? NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES. I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO. IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD. TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T. YOU HELD ME DOWN. YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS. TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT. FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone. I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody. I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer. I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on. I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision. I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit. If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll. We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday. Did you miss that speech? What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do?

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor.

That is exactly what I am going through right now on day 15

Excellent post !

[wastepanel]

Day 283

I have posted roll everyday for 283 days in October 2011. I have posted roll in multiple other groups as well. Sometimes, I was offering support. Other times, I felt obligated to.

It doesn't matter my reasons. I have done it religiously for 283 days. I have only posted my roll via text during one period of time in that 283 days: when I hopped up on painkillers after my surgery.

I post roll because it is my obligation to keep my quit strong.

Forever is a scary, appealing concept. It is scary because it entails your whole fucking life. Fuck. I'm 34. If I kept all my promises from 20 years ago, I'd be rapping astronaut (that still played Transformers).

We all change.

We put away our toys. We live in reality. We have mortgages.

Our quits have to change with us as well.

Our addicted brains will use this word "Forever" as a sword and as a weak point in our armor.

I am quit today. I am strong as hell in my quit, and I feel like I'll be quit forever. It is beautiful to wake up without sore gums. It is wonderful not have to find my can first thing in the morning because it got shoved down a couch cushion the night before. I can hold meetings without having to pre-plan beforehand, and stuff my face afterwards. I don't have to justify to myself that I should just leave the chew in during the meeting because I'll be calmer.

It's this strength that leads to this statement:

FUCK YOU, YOU NASTY ASS WHORE. YOU WILL NOT PULL A JEDI MIND TRICK ON MY ASS AND HELP ME FORGET AGAIN. I AM FUCKING QUIT. I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME BEFORE AND IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. I POST ROLL EVERYDAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY FACE. I WILL DO THIS EVERYDAY, WITHOUT EXCEPTION. IT IS MY DUTY TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY, AND ALL OF MY QUIT BROTHERS TO DO THIS. I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO REMEMBER OR ALL OF THIS IS FOR NAUGHT.

BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT? NOT ONLY AM I GOING TO NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY BADASS MOTHER FUCKER THAT WANTS TO STOP SEEING YOUR PATHETIC ASS IS ARMED WITH MY EXPERIENCES. I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO. IT'S BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I WILL NOT LET YOU CLAIM ANOTHER THAT WANTS TO BE FREE.

SO, GO AHEAD. TELL ME HOW STRONG I AM AND THAT I WASN'T LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T. YOU HELD ME DOWN. YOU MADE ME A SNIVELING LITTLE TURD WITH TURDS STUCK IN HIS LIPS. TELL ME I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY FROM THE BOARD BECAUSE I'M STRONGER I HAVE XXX DAYS QUIT. FUCK YOU YOU LYING SACK OF SHIT.

I KNOW FUCKING BETTER.

Gentlemen,

If I ever, ever, ever say the words "I won't be posting anymore because...", I want all of you to blow up my phone. I have 60 numbers in my phone, and I want a text from everybody. I want PM's and emails shooting from my computer. I want facebook posts all over my front page asking what day I'm on. I want to have to change telephone numbers in order stick with my decision. I want you guys to be relentless in your pursuit. If I refuse to post on the board, ask for my promise via text.

I'm so tired of reading about vets that are "tired" of posting roll. We tell our new quitters they have to post everyday. Did you miss that speech? What kind of fucking examples are we when we talk about how much of a chore it is to do?

It's not a fucking chore.

It's an honor.

[Grizzly25]

The little blue engine looked up at the hill.
His light was weak, his whistle was shrill.
He was tired and small, and the hill was tall,
And his face blushed red as he softly said,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”

So he started up with a chug and a strain,
And he puffed and pulled with might and main.
And slowly he climbed, a foot at a time,
And his engine coughed as he whispered soft,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”

With a squeak and a creak and a toot and a sigh,
With an extra hope and an extra try,
He would not stop — now he neared the top —
And strong and proud he cried out loud,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can!”

He was almost there, when — CRASH! SMASH! BASH!
He slid down and mashed into engine hash
On the rocks belowÂ… which goes to show
If the track is tough and the hill is rough,
THINKING you can just ainÂ’t enough!

Written by Shel Silverstein
Published in “Where the Sidewalk Ends”

Wow - talk about memories. I was a huge Silverstein fan and had most of his books growing up.

Amazing how fitting this is to the quit.

Good for me to read. Thanks.

Another great way to keep our addiction in perspective, our tracks will have hills and valleys but the ride will get smoother but never let your guard down!!!!!