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Re: First Week
« Reply #23 on: July 17, 2015, 10:58:00 PM »
Dude - you're doing awesome. Love how much you dive into KTC and all it offers. You're crushing it like a true BAQ Samurai! ODAAT!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #22 on: July 10, 2015, 02:26:00 PM »
One Month into the new life as a dip free person!!!

First week seemed almost impossible would've never made it without joining KTC..... I never thought the fog and suck could ever be that bad, but I never truly quit until I joined KTC and starting posting roll with my brothers and sisters of September so I never truly detoxed until then.

Second week almost flew by I felt really good almost too good for just giving up a 16+ year addiction to this garbage... I spent most of my time at work which got easier as the days went by. See I was used to stuffing my face with dip all night long for a multitude of BS reasons. Can't lie and say that it was not on my mind all night most of those nights, but thanks to live chat and Ashley from our September group who was up late texting me I was able to blaze through the fog and craves.... Ash your a lifesaver thanks for just sending me a random text just to check on me!!! Many thanks to our Group Me as well great tool in this constant fight.

Third week seemed to be filled with dip dreams for some odd reason much less cravings, but constant dip dreams every night. Spent as much time as I could in live chat on my graveyard tours. Live chat is such a great place. I enjoy that there are some old school quitters that still hang out in there and are more then willing to give advice. I hope someday I can be of the same help.

Fourth week I live for posting EDD I jump into October and post support and I can proudly post in the 100% roll since I have not missed a day! I try to jump into live chat and look for some new quitters who just need that nudge I required to take the steps to get my life back.

ODAAT is how I will battle this and when I reach my HOF I will be getting a bad ass Samurai tattoo to remind me of this journey and another tool to keep me quit a constant reminder of a time and place in my life that I will never return to....

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Re: First Week
« Reply #21 on: June 19, 2015, 10:07:00 PM »
Day 10 - Spent my first official dip free week at work it has been full of stress and busy as hell as the natives are restless and the beer must be running low!!!! I have to say I have not had time or even thought about a dip during that mess. I stayed on here and kept my focus on my quit and I made it through no problems. The quit is strong with this one haha!!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #20 on: June 19, 2015, 01:48:00 AM »
Thanks pab I haven't felt this good in 15+ years. I never thought I could feel this good without the can, but I do. I'm mad at myself for subjecting myself to that Nic Bitch for so long. I'm moving forward one day at a time, but I will never forget where I once was so I never go back there!!!!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #19 on: June 18, 2015, 10:38:00 PM »
Quote from: DWEIRICK
Nine days into this journey and I would have never been able to make it this far without KTC and my fellow quitters in my group of September Samurai!
I discovered that I am an addict and the only way to beat that is take responsibility and post every damn day in roll. I have committed to this quit and I will not let my fellow Brothers and Sisters down. I have had some struggles along the way, but I have seen guys with large amounts of day's nicotine free and have caved. I believe most people let that crush them when they see that in roll. I use it as fuel for my fire I will not be a statistic and I will not put all this time and energy into this quit for nothing!!!

Dustin
Dustin my brother you're doing great! Stay focused and remember we are all addicts and an addict is tempted regularly. It's your quit! Own it! Enjoy the freedom every damn second! And remember we're all here for you, just reach out. Damn proud to be quit with you! Get you some numbers ,you can never have enough.
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

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Re: First Week
« Reply #18 on: June 18, 2015, 10:12:00 PM »
Nine days into this journey and I would have never been able to make it this far without KTC and my fellow quitters in my group of September Samurai!
I discovered that I am an addict and the only way to beat that is take responsibility and post every damn day in roll. I have committed to this quit and I will not let my fellow Brothers and Sisters down. I have had some struggles along the way, but I have seen guys with large amounts of day's nicotine free and have caved. I believe most people let that crush them when they see that in roll. I use it as fuel for my fire I will not be a statistic and I will not put all this time and energy into this quit for nothing!!!

Dustin

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Re: First Week
« Reply #17 on: June 16, 2015, 07:23:00 AM »
Your gonna be amazed how many fires get knocked down and mopped up without dip. No more cat turds in your mask, either.

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Re: First Week
« Reply #16 on: June 15, 2015, 09:49:00 PM »
Thank you I walked away and jumped on here right away to rant and it helped big time. I got to cool down and then I talked to my wife she is aware of what's to come and is here for me even if I'm pissy at times! I told my 6 year daughter today (who I would take a bullet for) that she is the reason I would start dipping again man I feel like shit for that lesson learned I'm the reason I used to dip no one else to blame!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #15 on: June 15, 2015, 06:41:00 PM »
I saw your post in roll call DWEIRICK. Hang in there man! Leave the family out of it. Just walk away, buy some shooting muffs or whatever. I actually told my 13 year old daughter the other day to not be the reason I started back dipping. That made me feel like shit when I thought about it. Because it was shit. Addict talk! We are going to make it!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #14 on: June 15, 2015, 10:30:00 AM »
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Dip (nicotine) as an anxiolytic. I used to think the same way; like why do I need a benzodiazepine (e.g. Xanax), when I've got the can. No amount of dip could have quelled the anxiety of the 6+ month sore throat and headaches. The cancer fear that resulted in 2 ENT specialists a number of nasal scopes and a brain MRI - just because I needed full re-assurance that for the time being, I was cancer free. Anxiolytic my ass; fuel to the fire is what it was. The root cause of my anxiety was the one thing that brought us all here. Listen to those who have written before me on this thread, post roll and become active with your September HOF group. Be quit and watch that anxiety become a memory.
I'm completely changing my lifestyle at this point. I have replaced the can with walking with my wife and going to the gym taking my "rage" out in the gym has been working great so far!!

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Re: First Week
« Reply #13 on: June 15, 2015, 07:35:00 AM »
Dip (nicotine) as an anxiolytic. I used to think the same way; like why do I need a benzodiazepine (e.g. Xanax), when I've got the can. No amount of dip could have quelled the anxiety of the 6+ month sore throat and headaches. The cancer fear that resulted in 2 ENT specialists a number of nasal scopes and a brain MRI - just because I needed full re-assurance that for the time being, I was cancer free. Anxiolytic my ass; fuel to the fire is what it was. The root cause of my anxiety was the one thing that brought us all here. Listen to those who have written before me on this thread, post roll and become active with your September HOF group. Be quit and watch that anxiety become a memory.
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Re: First Week
« Reply #12 on: June 14, 2015, 11:30:00 PM »
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Make sure you tell them you are quitting. They may give you hell but they will really help you. I was surprised how many of my guys wished me luck.....as they were smoking lol.
Ha I told them they busted my balls for a bit, but they have been cool with me. I can be around it at this point it does not bother me hopeful it stays that way...

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Re: First Week
« Reply #11 on: June 14, 2015, 11:10:00 PM »
Dustin!

Welcome! The September Samurai Quit Group will be your home. Nice job posting roll call today. I sent you a private message. Go check your mailbox. Goto Inbox in the upper right corner. The private message has the same info as below but also has my cell number if you need help.

Your job is to honor your quit one day at a time. Just get thru today my friend...Do not cave in to the cravings. And then tomorrow morning, post roll again and repeat that every damn day. Posting our name and our # of days quit each day is our commitment to each other that we will not have nicotine in our body for the next 24 hours. You can do one day at a time right? That's how all of us do it here. We post every day and pretty soon you reach 100 days (that's why u r in the Sept group because September will be when you hit 100 days clean).

First things first, make sure you don't have any of that shit in your house, the firehouse, anywhere. Go find it all right now and flush it down the toilet. Do it now. And don't just throw it away. Make sure you FLUSH IT.

As you know, the first few days suck, but by Day 10+, things start to get a lot easier. Drink lots of water and/or cranberry juice. Exercise and sweat out the toxins. Stay away from alcohol for the next couple weeks so it doesn't weaken your resolve. It'll take 3 days for the nicotine to physically get out of your system, and then the real mental battle starts fighting the cravings your brain's nicotine receptors so badly want. You can do this. Many of us old dogs are 30+ year dippers and are now proud to be free.

Proud to quit with you. PM me anytime that you need help. Also, people here share their cell numbers, especially during the first few weeks because I promise you that you are going to want to text or call someone when you start having a craving. Really, really helps to have someone in your corner at that moment. You should get lots of numbers from other Samurai and KTC members for support.

PROUD TO QUIT WITH YOU TODAY.

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Re: First Week
« Reply #10 on: June 14, 2015, 10:59:00 PM »
Make sure you tell them you are quitting. They may give you hell but they will really help you. I was surprised how many of my guys wished me luck.....as they were smoking lol.
No day but today.

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Re: First Week
« Reply #9 on: June 14, 2015, 10:33:00 PM »
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Dustin, I know kind of how you feel. Working in LE I've always had a dip to "deal with stress". Also after a hot call or something I've gone straight for the can. That's a load of crap. If most of the guys I work with can handle the same call or situation and not get a dip then why do I need one? Cause I don't. Go to the Quit Group category in the forum. You will be in the September Pre HOF thread. Read the instructions and start posting roll call every day. I'm quitting with you brother. Day 3 for me.
Yeah I have come to realize this whole stressful job and using was just BS. I'm worried though since two of my partners on night shift smoke and the other one chews heavy. It has not bothered me, but I haven't let my guard down so I will be fine with them doing this shit. I HAVE to stay Nic free for me!!!