Well I'm still here. Day 19 Cope free, day 2 with the group. Just posted roll call for my first time. I want to be held accountable. No...I need to be held accountable. I know that I can never have another dip for the rest of my life. If I do, this has all been for nothing.
On a positive note, I was just reflecting about the past couple of days. I went and watched the Braves play spring training games on Monday and Tuesday (days 16 17). Those two days were the first time I had stepped foot in a baseball stadium in 31 years, as a young player or a spectator, without Copenhagen. It was odd, and I left a heaping pile of peanut hulls and sunflower seeds at my feet, but I did it. That was a huge victory for me and motivates me to continue my battle.
I loved you Cope, but I'm done with you.
