Like the vet of Alcohol said, "poor, poor me, pour me another!" With you I call, Bullshit.
Time will tell, then again I know someone like you personally who lies, lies and lies about his drug habit and thinks he has everyone convinced he "does not" use anymore. In the bible it is referred to as "lukewarm". In society it is referred to as "young punk". Either way, integrity, honesty, and humility are missing!