Day 2

[Erussell]

A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.

[B-loMatt]

I am in awe of your quit right now. Glad you get to spend time with your baby given everything. So long as you both put that child first it will work out. I am quit for me, but main reason is I want to have as much time with my children as I can get. I have girls 7 and 5 so I know the joy they can bring (the responsibility too). Anyway, quit on bad ass!

[Erussell]

Well I spent the weekend with my little girl, wow that was nice! She is soooooo sweet, again she is 7 and is down syndrome. It's gonna be an adjustment but we will do it.

I am sorry for my continued absence. With all going on it has been difficult to spend time on the site. I haven't missed a roll post in my group but have missed here and there with my support post in some of your groups, please forgive me.

The most important thing I can't tell you newbies is make sure to invest in your quit as much as you possibly can as early as you can. You never know when life is going to give you an impossible quit situation. I am here to tell you there is no such thing, if I can quit thru this week I can quit thru any fucking thing! But to make sure your quit is situation proof, you gotta do KTC the way it was meant to be done. If your not sure how, then reach out.

Thanks for all the support, I am on the upswing now! Quit with all of you!

[srans]

I am very sad to hear of your circumstances my friend. Still praying for you and wish I could help in someway. I don't even know where to begin with advice. Not even going to pretend.

I will say what I told you on the phone. Every story has a beginning, middle and end. I believe you have a lot to do with the end. I believe you can help write the end. I know the end may not be want you want, but the end can be a good end. It may not be the best ending you've ever seen, but it can be and acceptable ending.

From what little I know of you there is no doubt in my mind that you will pull through this. In many moons you will be happy again and life will go on. The offer is already been given and still is there. If you need anyone to talk to, i'm a good listener. You got my number bro. It is an honor to be quit with you.

[B-loMatt]

Been following your quit since I started mine, and I have to say I am in awe. I feel for your situation, and am glad you are civil, but I am also getting quit wood to see you staying strong! You can't cave now brother! Bad Assed quitter you are.

[Erussell]

I was thinking about you today bro. You will get through this. Thank you for staying quit and leading our August Badass group. We need you buddy.

You guys dont need me nearly as much as I need you. Thank you for that KC Guy. Give me a little more grieving time and I will be back.

Well the wife and I talked today. Looks like we Are going to do this very civil. Where we are both a huge part of the child's life every step of the way so we are going to do 50/5o moving forward. . Still sucks but damn that is better. We made a lot of positive headway today discussing us both being there for our daughter equally and 50/50. Praise da Lord! And I am still quit, Praise da Lord!!!!!!

This has tried my quit to hell and back, but that has strengthend my quit. I shook hands with the devil and said no thanks when he offered me a dip while in hell. Thank da Lord for the promise to you guys. This is why I am so damn crazy about following the rules here! I quit with you guys, but most importantly thank all of you for quitting with me!!!

[KC_Guy]

I was thinking about you today bro. You will get through this. Thank you for staying quit and leading our August Badass group. We need you buddy.

[Dougie]

ER- you are a bad ass. I appreciate what you said on the other thread and I agree 100% with what you said. I am truly inspired by your quit and I am proud to be quit with you today.

[Sage]

Hey man, just saw your post. I thought I had a shitty day today, but damn - I feel tiny for thinking about myself. You and all of your family are in my prayers today for many reasons. Let me tell you, since I have been on this site, I have watched you and your support and your passion for this. You are a leader here. I can't imagine the shit you are dealing with but man - keep being a leader. We need your lead.

I am proud to gain some strength from your example. I'm proud to quit with you.

Jayhawk

I agree Erussell, this place wouldn't be the same without you. You are living my worst nightmare and I wish I could do something to take away some of the heartache. I have been through some really awful times in my life and the one thing I have seen is that you WILL be happy again. Thank you for sharing the worst so that soon we will get to celebrate some of the best. You are in my prayers.

[Jayhawk]

Hey man, just saw your post. I thought I had a shitty day today, but damn - I feel tiny for thinking about myself. You and all of your family are in my prayers today for many reasons. Let me tell you, since I have been on this site, I have watched you and your support and your passion for this. You are a leader here. I can't imagine the shit you are dealing with but man - keep being a leader. We need your lead.

I am proud to gain some strength from your example. I'm proud to quit with you.

Jayhawk

[sporticus]

Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'

Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.

Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.

Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin

Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!

That sucks. I am sorry about your situation. I hope it all gets better. Remember that nicotene will not help. Stay strong. I hope all works out.
NICK

Not sure if anything that I can say can change much, but I'm truly sorry to hear about that. I will keep you in my prayers and offer whatever paltry support I can. Please reach out, if you need anything.

[Erussell]

Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.

Yes and bingo.

I apreciate the vote of confedince. I am focusing on my quit in detail at the moment and with the disaster in my personal life I would like to apologize to you newbies and others that I would normally post more in your threads and help you. I believe in paying it forward and backward as it strengthens my quit every time I help someone. I am very appreciative of each of you spending time to support my quit. I am riding in the car as we speak with a guy that is spitting Radman lol we are in 3piece suits and I never noticed how ridicules that looked lmao. Anyway I'm not tempted at all I posted roll and am quit. I wouldn't sell you this new freedome for a hundred grand. I am quit today! And I will post roll ion the am first thing!

[Scowick65]

Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.

Yes and bingo.

[Erussell]

Thank you Srans I've come here and quit!!!

[mich 34]

Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.