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Offline Diesel2112

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #118 on: July 14, 2013, 10:55:00 PM »
Not sure an "I'm sorry" is gonna comfort you much or make you feel better, but I'm gonna say it anyway. I'm truly sorry bro. That's tough stuff and I'm sure a kick to the gut.

As far as you caving...I'm not even worried about you doing that.

You know.

You know despite how bad you're hurting right now, putting that posionous drug in your lip won't do a God Damn thing. It won't bring them back, it won't magically cure your pain and it won't cure one single sad or negative feeling you have right now.

You know a knee jerk reaction to a shit situation is simply wrong and would do nothing but add more gas onto the fire.

You know.

Stay strong bro. We are here if you need us. Hit me up anytime.
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #117 on: July 14, 2013, 09:21:00 PM »
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!
That sucks. I am sorry about your situation. I hope it all gets better. Remember that nicotene will not help. Stay strong. I hope all works out.
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #116 on: July 14, 2013, 09:02:00 PM »
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!
I would rather lose to a cheater than win as a cheater.

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #115 on: July 14, 2013, 08:58:00 PM »
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #114 on: July 14, 2013, 08:51:00 PM »
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Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #113 on: July 14, 2013, 08:48:00 PM »
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
FUCK! You better let me know if you need ANYTHING! I'll send out a prayer bro ( I know that doesn't sound as nice after I curse).... this IS that kind of site also. We are here for our friends.... wish I was closer....

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #112 on: July 14, 2013, 08:47:00 PM »
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #111 on: July 14, 2013, 08:35:00 PM »
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #110 on: July 08, 2013, 05:15:00 PM »
Lmao.... 'crackup'
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #109 on: July 08, 2013, 05:08:00 PM »
now jake that is just to much, ahhhhaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha.
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DUCK FIP'S FOR LIFE!!
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When we think we can't quit... We can... Cause ducks fly together... When the craves are to much to handle... Us ducks fly together.... When you want to cave... You won't... Because ducks fly together. Per our Jpete328
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #108 on: July 08, 2013, 05:01:00 PM »
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Ok ok gheys, lmfao.

An apple a day thats funny, I'm suprised you said that, your normally a little defensive over the whole apple thing. I do love me some applejacks for breakfast.

Trauma I'm a little surprised apple has to help you with your days, in fact I think that's a ploy to make me feel better, yet you do post a little late which I find odd from a man of your quit,,,, but I bet it takes you awhile to get your truck started in the mornings.. And you post roll after that..Yea... That's it I'm sure...

Banjo music... not yet but Maybe not far around the corner lol. I Am a little addicted to this site!

And yes I do look good in jeans.

Have your fun boys, have your fun but bet you this Erussell will be quit all day, and will post up fresh in the am! So have your fun. 'crackup'
It all makes sense now.... I bet all the people who post after 8am drive dodges!
How do you guys ever make it to work on time? I bet you car pool, whoever got there Dodge to start the fastest give the other Dodge owners a ride.....
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #107 on: July 08, 2013, 04:55:00 PM »
Ok ok gheys, lmfao.

An apple a day thats funny, I'm suprised you said that, your normally a little defensive over the whole apple thing. I do love me some applejacks for breakfast.

Trauma I'm a little surprised apple has to help you with your days, in fact I think that's a ploy to make me feel better, yet you do post a little late which I find odd from a man of your quit,,,, but I bet it takes you awhile to get your truck started in the mornings.. And you post roll after that..Yea... That's it I'm sure...

Banjo music... not yet but Maybe not far around the corner lol. I Am a little addicted to this site!

And yes I do look good in jeans.

Have your fun boys, have your fun but bet you this Erussell will be quit all day, and will post up fresh in the am! So have your fun. 'crackup'
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #106 on: July 08, 2013, 03:58:00 PM »
Mmmhmm, lookin mighty fine in dem jeans boy! 'sos'

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DUCK FIP'S FOR LIFE!!
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Complancency sucks,one moment of it is the difference between being a user and a quitter....OIB

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When we think we can't quit... We can... Cause ducks fly together... When the craves are to much to handle... Us ducks fly together.... When you want to cave... You won't... Because ducks fly together. Per our Jpete328
Freedom Started 06/26/2013....Freedom continues because of my choice and accountability from MY FELLOW DUCKS! QUACK ! QUACK! Thank You!

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Re: Day 2
« Reply #105 on: July 08, 2013, 03:37:00 PM »
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I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
I would have to check everyday if I didnt have Apple on duty. I tried checking the sheet once because I thought he finally got it wrong but NO i was wrong. Dont beat your ass up too bad over it point is you are at a 100% for posting roll EDD. You should be more affraid of the banjo music you are hearing in the background....lol
See Apple each day and your numbers won't stray.

Watch... I'll dink my day count in the next few days now 'crackup'
Banjo? You got some scary Deliverance shit goin' on???
ya Eruss has a cute mouth 'crackup'
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Re: Day 2
« Reply #104 on: July 08, 2013, 03:35:00 PM »
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Quote from: Erussell
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
I would have to check everyday if I didnt have Apple on duty. I tried checking the sheet once because I thought he finally got it wrong but NO i was wrong. Dont beat your ass up too bad over it point is you are at a 100% for posting roll EDD. You should be more affraid of the banjo music you are hearing in the background....lol

See Apple each day and your numbers won't stray.

Watch... I'll dink my day count in the next few days now 'crackup'
Banjo? You got some scary Deliverance shit goin' on???
Well, it’s one louder, isn’t it? It’s not ten.