Day 2

[Jlud007]

That's some serious quit going on here man. Proud to be quit with you E.

[srans]

Glad to see you posting my friend. Some people on here ought to look your way ashamed. There's guys caving with a lot Less going on. My hat is off and i thank you for keeping your word. You make my quit stronger. Watching and learning from you is one of my most important tools.

Now, i know how you are, can't take compliment to save your life. I expect only one Reply. Thank you srans. I've come here and quit!!! Any questions.. End!!!

[omahaflyer]

So sorry, I just read about this, you have had all the motivational carry-ons type of messages and mine would be a repeat of the many heartfelt ones you have received. So the best I can do for you, is a prayer for situation. I will ask the good Lord to send you an Angel for comfort.

[Nolaq]

You already know this, but I'm gonna say it anyway - Dip fixes nothing.

This really sucks bro. Praying for you and your daughter.

[Dougie]

Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.

I am proud as hell to be quit with you. Keep on kicking ass.

[Derk40]

Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you  I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!!  In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.

Yeah man... just don't have the words to speak to you. They're all too little for the size of your situation. Keep your head up, keep your heart open, keep your hands busy. Here for you bro...

You said it in one of your posts the other day. You can't control ur wife, but you can control your quit. You have been focused on your quit the first couple days after this went down. Don't let up. Keep your foot on the throat of the poison. Keep it going and own this quit today. Your wife may not be talking to you, but we are and we want you to hold the line. Proud to be quit with you today!

[Gonehuntn79]

I feel for ya and am pulling for you brother. I've been through some heart ripping situations in my 14 yrs of marriage. So I can relate with you. I hurt with ya man. And I quit with you. Holler if ya need me.

[AppleJack]

Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.

Yeah man... just don't have the words to speak to you. They're all too little for the size of your situation. Keep your head up, keep your heart open, keep your hands busy. Here for you bro...

[Erussell]

Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.

[srans]

Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking about you and praying for you! QLF! Badass!

Keep us updated erussell, not on every little detail, just want to know your doing ok.

[jake frawley]

Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking about you and praying for you! QLF! Badass!

[Erussell]

Wow, last night and this morning I found out, this is not just a bunch of quitters, this is a family. I am actually very emotional at the moment from all the support. I can't believe the amount of support. I have already received ten fold the amount of support I have given, in less than 24 hours. You are a bunch of great people that not only care about your quit, you care about your brothers! Thank you guys and gals, I can't say I would have caved without you all, but I can say I am still quit because I have you as my brothers and sisters. Posted roll and have given my word directly to many of you but will do it again,"I quit all damn day, I promise to each of you not to use nicotine in any form for any reason".

[jake frawley]

You guys have already said it. Wow men! the support is amazing. As odd as this may sound as much as I am dying inside, instead of craving, being quit is a comfort. It's the only one thing I have full control over right now. Thank you brothers.

And that is why you are a leader in my group and here at KTC. I said it to you earlier and I'll say it again....

It is by fire we are tested and by fire our strength is shown

[Erussell]

You guys have already said it. Wow men! the support is amazing. As odd as this may sound as much as I am dying inside, instead of craving, being quit is a comfort. It's the only one thing I have full control over right now. Thank you brothers.

[G]

Not sure an "I'm sorry" is gonna comfort you much or make you feel better, but I'm gonna say it anyway. I'm truly sorry bro. That's tough stuff and I'm sure a kick to the gut.

As far as you caving...I'm not even worried about you doing that.

You know.

You know despite how bad you're hurting right now, putting that posionous drug in your lip won't do a God Damn thing. It won't bring them back, it won't magically cure your pain and it won't cure one single sad or negative feeling you have right now.

You know a knee jerk reaction to a shit situation is simply wrong and would do nothing but add more gas onto the fire.

You know.

Stay strong bro. We are here if you need us. Hit me up anytime.

I wish I knew something to say to make it all better. I'll be praying for you.