Day 2

[Erussell]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU

Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!

It really sucks to see someone fail and i'm not going to say I have never failed at this. But I have never QUIT for me, it's always been someone else wanting or asking me. I started this QUIT on my own and then 4 days in I found this group. I'm very happy to have done so as I now don't have to finish my QUIT alone but make no mistake about it I AM QUIT with all of you. Now it's up to y'all to be QUIT with me.

I hope he starts his QUIT again if not soon then maybe before it's to late. I have read these stories of Cancer and pain and even though I'm a grown ass man I cry. Why you ask ?


There but for the grace of God, go I.

HDsnake. I quit with u. You better mean it.

[HDsnake]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU

Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!

It really sucks to see someone fail and i'm not going to say I have never failed at this. But I have never QUIT for me, it's always been someone else wanting or asking me. I started this QUIT on my own and then 4 days in I found this group. I'm very happy to have done so as I now don't have to finish my QUIT alone but make no mistake about it I AM QUIT with all of you. Now it's up to y'all to be QUIT with me.

I hope he starts his QUIT again if not soon then maybe before it's to late. I have read these stories of Cancer and pain and even though I'm a grown ass man I cry. Why you ask ?


There but for the grace of God, go I.

[cbird65]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Russell. I was also real upset with the recent developments. It hurts because you feel like we are in this fight not alone,, but with others. We feel like together we make this fight much easier. It hurts to see someone who you thought had your back, who you helped and helped you, fall back to enslavement by a enemy that gives no mercy.

It hurts, but also, realize that she does not play,, as we see in Jake's case. It took me a while to calm down, but I will not let this affect my Quit. I'm enjoying my freedom to much. I could give you all the reasons i'm enjoying it so much,, But freedom is enough. A SLAVE NO MORE,, NOT ME, NOT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT TAKES THEIR WORD SERIOUSLY ON THIS SITE.

You keep doing what your doing,, don't let a caver drag you down. Your also right,, it strengthens my quit also,, don't want to be in his shoes for nothing in the world. I keep my word with you today erussell... Glad to be quit with you.

copying and taking this to August for everyone there to follow and add on

[srans]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Russell. I was also real upset with the recent developments. It hurts because you feel like we are in this fight not alone,, but with others. We feel like together we make this fight much easier. It hurts to see someone who you thought had your back, who you helped and helped you, fall back to enslavement by a enemy that gives no mercy.

It hurts, but also, realize that she does not play,, as we see in Jake's case. It took me a while to calm down, but I will not let this affect my Quit. I'm enjoying my freedom to much. I could give you all the reasons i'm enjoying it so much,, But freedom is enough. A SLAVE NO MORE,, NOT ME, NOT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT TAKES THEIR WORD SERIOUSLY ON THIS SITE.

You keep doing what your doing,, don't let a caver drag you down. Your also right,, it strengthens my quit also,, don't want to be in his shoes for nothing in the world. I keep my word with you today erussell... Glad to be quit with you.

[kkljinc]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU

Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!

[jayd41]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU

[Erussell]

I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell

[Erussell]

Nic that is some dicked up shit no doubt. My 7 year old doughter lifts the trash lid and the toilet seat and pretends to spit in them. Funny before damn near ripps my heart out now.

[Nic10]

Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!

Speaking of the way dip smells, I have a funny story. I was at the zoo yesterday with my wife and son and we walked by the section with the elephants which put off a strong shit odor, and instead of being grossed out I was reminded Copenhagen. This odor gave me a slight craving to dip. How fucked up is that?

Also on the same note some of the most interesting "dippers" I've seen recently were:
1. A guy at the gym lifting weights
2. A guy in the pet store at the mall who allowed is 4 year daughter to carry his spit bottle so she could wave it in front of the puppies.

It really is sad isn't it?

Nice quittin' with you guys!

[Erussell]

Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!

Insane yes. Funny as shit I found over 5 cans thought my quit with decent dip. No problems really i put them in the trash with no temptations. I found a patch and cursed the world while I walked it to the trash.

[jake frawley]

Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!

[Erussell]

Thanks for reaching out. Yes he did come over. He dipped all weekend lol. Better though, as I can see were you begin to feel sorry for people who are still trapped instead of wanting to join them. my problem now is not so much crave as it is the f-ing mother f-ing stupid @$$ pissing me the fuck off fog, whatever. Two weeks why am I still cloudy as hell at moments lol.

I'll get through it it's just tough. During the week when I stress my brain it fogs up. Getting better as the days pass though just getting a little impatient, wondering why my brain can't rewire and repaire twenty years in less than two weeks. Lmao. Thanks for checking on me brother. I'm good. I quit with u.

[traumagnet]

How did the weekend go did you hang with your fatherinlaw again...how is your quit going?

[flyby]

I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he  dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.

I have a good friend who still dips. I purposely still avoid him, just because I don't want to be around it. I want to be as far from it as possible. Sometimes I know it's unavoidable, but like these guys already said, my quit comes first. I will NOT cave for any reason. Whatever I have to do to make that happen, I will do.

Well now I don't feel like such an ass for not wanting to hangout with some of my chewer friends. Shit makes it way to hard on my quit!! Erussel that sounds like a looong weekend  I'm proud of you for making it thru! Keep it up

[Erussell]

Well I can say today is better, first thing this am was even better. I was feeling like I had a reason to feel pity until flyby PM me and stated he bar tends and has to be in and around it every day, yet is still quit. Hat is off to that guy.

As for my quit I believe you guys are right. I can't put anything else in front until I am past this. The dip is not as much a problem as I think it is my father in law. Hell I have found three cans here and there since my quit with no big problems i just threw them out and smiled. My brother in law lives with us as the farm hand and he dips, not been a problem for me. I love my father in law and he even introduced my wife and I. He is actually one of my more favorite people. The problem with my FIL is that I had paused for a year once before many years back and he kept offering me a dip each time we hung out right after my wife and I met. I took a few occasional dips until a month later I was back to a can a day with an addiction worse than ever. What a life fuck up for me guys! He didn't offer me any or display it this weekend, my wife let him know I was not taking this lightly, but his presence made for a tough and scary weekend. But I will say I feel ten foot tall today as I stayed the course! Thanks guys. I appreciate your comments!