Hello All,
27 years old, have been dipping for about 5 years or so. Sometimes up to a can a day, sometimes a can could last a week (depended on how stressful life was/how weak I was in those stressful moments). IÂ’m done with this crap. Flushed the contents of a new can down the toilet yesterday and IÂ’m not going back.
I used to not care about the risks or the negative effects it was having on my finances, but recently itÂ’s like my eyes have really been opened to some things in my life and IÂ’m disgusted with some of the stuff IÂ’ve been putting myself through.
Not sure if today technically counts as day 1 or 2 - I havenÂ’t dealt with cravings yet but I do find myself battling a lot of anxiety/nerves/fear that IÂ’m not accustomed to - my conscience is a wreck because of the people IÂ’ve lied to/deceived over the past several years. Sometimes it comes in waves and makes it hard to eat. If any of you believe in the power of prayer, please pray for peace and healing of my mind and body.
Once I figure out how to post roll IÂ’ll get on that. HereÂ’s to the beginning of the rest of my life without dragging this along with me.
You have made a great decision. There are a lot of people here that have gone through and continue to go through what you're saying every day here. Read up on intros, HOF speeches, read instructions on posting roll and come join our October 2018 quit group.
starts day 1 when you make the pledge to all of us here that you promise to stop using nicotine (in any form). Then you take it one day at a time and post that promise (first thing is best) every day.
PM for numbers and hold eachother accountable. If you promise and join the group, always happy to give you my cell. You made the right call, now just learn to lean on the vets and fellow quitters going through this with you.
PS. TurdFerguson, it's a funny name. (first of many times that is referenced).
