She is almost 4 years old so no gifts, just a pretty smile. I joined the family in the pool and swam for an hour, then walked my neighborhoods sweating this poison out. Thanks
That sounds like a pretty good fathers day to me.
I spent the day playing video games with my youngest (4) and practicing guitar with my oldest (8). Then we had a small get together and I relaxed.
The funny thing is that the boys may remember the stuff I did today, but they probably won"t ever know the work I had to put in to stay quit today with them. These battles you are fighting today will pay off shortly. Soon, you won't have these cravings all the time. Soon, you'll be living life not attached to a ghost of a can. Soon, you'll be able to actually enjoy these moments for how perfect they are.
Its so hard at see it sometimes, and sometimes it doesn't seem worth it. But it is.
All this work and fighting feels fucking awesome once you see past the pain. I'm so proud of you. 7 days is freaking awesome. Get through today, and let's make it 8. I'll walk it with ya.
You can do this.