'welcome' Smart move Amanda Mo. This is the place to be if you are serious about quitting, which obviously you are.
I have but one suggestion. Tell your family and friends of your addiction. You stated in your first post you hid it from all of them and would have no support because they had no idea you even dipped.
I hid my addiction from my wife and family for 15 years. I was a "ninja". I will tell you that breaking down , taking off that ninja mask, and coming clean was one of hardest yet most rewarding things I have ever done. The weight that came off my shoulders was unreal.
The support you will get here is huge, but having the support of the ones you actually SEE and live with on a daily basis, is the ultimate combo meal.
Of course this is just my humble opinon. If you disagree and care to keep it under wraps, I/we are here for you regardless.
You got this.
Proud to be quit with you.