Just decided on the way home

[Maac]

I think I can do the roll call now... I will give it a try.

This is all so strange. I don't know what to do with my self. Altered state of mind for 30 plus years.

Do I like TV or did I just watch TV so I'd have something to do while I chewed.

I am sleeping a lot. I could go back to bed now.

[Souliman]

Good to see a day 2 out of you Maac. Keep fighting.

[Souliman]

I am still here and still alive. I have never made it this far before. 27 1/2 hours.


I slept great.

I have tons of white spots in my mouth. So strange that I would burn out my mouth to such a degree that the pain of chewing became unbearable. Yes I have other reason to quit but that was the prompt. I put in a chew and could not find a place for it to sit that did not hurt.

So fucked up.

What time does the new roll for the next day get posted? I still don't know if I am doing that right.

Later,
M

Yeah I guess your mouth having fiberglass and poison in it might be a little painful. Sounds like you used to have a cancer turd in quite a bit.

Welcome aboard Maac.

[30yraddict]

I am still here and still alive. I have never made it this far before. 27 1/2 hours.


I slept great.

I have tons of white spots in my mouth. So strange that I would burn out my mouth to such a degree that the pain of chewing became unbearable. Yes I have other reason to quit but that was the prompt. I put in a chew and could not find a place for it to sit that did not hurt.

So fucked up.

What time does the new roll for the next day get posted? I still don't know if I am doing that right.

Later,
M

Maac, you are doing great, proud to be quit with you. One day at a time. It will get better real soon, I promise.

If you aren't comfortable with modifying the roll to the next day's, just make a separate post saying

maac- Day 3 Would someone please add me to today's  roll?

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[eafman]

I am still here and still alive. I have never made it this far before. 27 1/2 hours.


I slept great.

I have tons of white spots in my mouth. So strange that I would burn out my mouth to such a degree that the pain of chewing became unbearable. Yes I have other reason to quit but that was the prompt. I put in a chew and could not find a place for it to sit that did not hurt.

So fucked up.

What time does the new roll for the next day get posted? I still don't know if I am doing that right.

Later,
M

If this is your second day post roll now. You quit yesterday so that is day one. Today is day 2
When you get up tomorrow post day 3 first thing and stay quit.

[Maac]

I am still here and still alive. I have never made it this far before. 27 1/2 hours.


I slept great.

I have tons of white spots in my mouth. So strange that I would burn out my mouth to such a degree that the pain of chewing became unbearable. Yes I have other reason to quit but that was the prompt. I put in a chew and could not find a place for it to sit that did not hurt.

So fucked up.

What time does the new roll for the next day get posted? I still don't know if I am doing that right.

Later,
M

[brainsore]

I can feel the disdain in October all the way over here in introductions , damn . Maybe the group just attracts that character of people . Maac , I hope the rage has lessened and you are still posting if not lurking around here still .

brainsore

[Maac]

Why worry about cancer now.......... I never used to even look in my mouth. I never wanted to know. Now I look and see white barnacles on the very back of my tongue. WTF. I guess I will just go to the dentist and get a pro to look.

Any one know what that is?

[Parputt]

Quitting for women?  You are doomed to failure. 

Quit for yourself and no one else.

I love all these little BS quips you guys have.

"Quit for yourself and no one else"

"One day at a time"

"We don't wish you luck cause luck got nothing to do with it"

Like a bunch of little fucking girls pretending to be men.

Hey Maac, how about this then.

Go fuck yourself. You are on your own dipshit.

You come and ask for our help, I give you a suggestion and you shit on me. FUCK YOU.

[Scowick65]

I thought I did? I went to October and posted. I did not do it correctly but another member put down my name with day 1 beside it. I guess I have to wait till day one is over to do day two.

You posted in October and then I placed your name in roll. Great decision on your part. Read the this index.php?showforum=13 and give it a another go on Wednesday. You worry about quitting and we can help with the posting roll part until you get the hang of it.

[Maac]

I thought I did? I went to October and posted. I did not do it correctly but another member put down my name with day 1 beside it. I guess I have to wait till day one is over to do day two.

[FLORIDA LUKE]

So whats the deal man??

You gonna post roll tonight??

[Maac]

I can't say that i am sure you understand. I just don't know.

I thought to my self that I wanted to lay down for a bit because I have a headache.


Over the past 33 years of chewing I would always always always put in a chew before I went to bed. Yes that is correct I Just put one in as a matter of course. It was just normal for me. It is just the 1 , 2 , 3 of it.

What I was saying is that the thought just occurred to me..... I am going to lay down. Oh good I get to put in a chew. Oh that is right I quit.... I guess I can't put in a chew.

Anyway, I laid down.......... With out a chew.


I am now up.......... with out a chew.

Now I will go take a shit with out a chew.

Voice inflection is very hard to hear when you are typing it.

12+ hrs and still going. I have never taken a walk in the middle of the night. I might try it.

later,

[magnum9]

I have a headache

I think to my self. I think I will put in a big chew and lay down.

SHIT!

I guess I will just lay down.

First, I won't claim attention whore yet but you gotta start acknowledging and responding to people who are tying to help because they can individually help you. I know you mind is scattered throughout the universe right now but you postings about throwing in a chew is not going to get you the help you want.


Do NOT post again stating that you want, could, will, or might throw in chew. Post us a message saying you "will not do those things". Then we will help you and give you all the attention you want.

I need to wake up for work in a couple of hours and I am staying up just because your life is important to me. I know there are a lot of people that would be devastated to watch you die of cancer, that is why I am staying awake to help where I can.

You can not in any way buy this kind of help. Even though I am the worst of this type of help on the whole site I am better than nothing.

x2

Get that negative fucking caver talk out of here. Let's hear some fucking resolve now. Say something that says you got quitting balls. Come on now.

I will bump Soul even though it will look like I am bumping myself.

Why? Because we give a shit about you....

The last time someone commented about your dipping I am sure it resembled all the other times "you know that is bad for you, you should think about quitting".

That shit is so fucking lame (sorry for the french).

Dip is not just "Bad" for you, and you should not just "think" about quitting.

Dip WILL kill you, slowly, painfully, and leave you in shame. It is time to just man up and decide to be DONE. Literally, my quit hinged on one thing. I simply decided that I was DONE, no more. This site was crucial in reminding me of my decision to be done every day but it is the initial realization that you will die or quit that makes the difference.

What do you feel bro... I have to go on a work trip for a day and will not be here tomorrow.... will you post roll and promise me that I will see you on day 3 Thursday?

You alone have kept me up 3 hours past when I wanted to sleep.... do not let me down.

[Souliman]

You can not in any way buy this kind of help. Even though I am the worst of this type of help on the whole site I am better than nothing.

No way...Maac is fucking blessed to have you on the other end of this call.