Just decided on the way home

[Souliman]

I have a headache

I think to my self. I think I will put in a big chew and lay down.

SHIT!

I guess I will just lay down.

First, I won't claim attention whore yet but you gotta start acknowledging and responding to people who are tying to help because they can individually help you. I know you mind is scattered throughout the universe right now but you postings about throwing in a chew is not going to get you the help you want.


Do NOT post again stating that you want, could, will, or might throw in chew. Post us a message saying you "will not do those things". Then we will help you and give you all the attention you want.

I need to wake up for work in a couple of hours and I am staying up just because your life is important to me. I know there are a lot of people that would be devastated to watch you die of cancer, that is why I am staying awake to help where I can.

You can not in any way buy this kind of help. Even though I am the worst of this type of help on the whole site I am better than nothing.

x2

Get that negative fucking caver talk out of here. Let's hear some fucking resolve now. Say something that says you got quitting balls. Come on now.

[magnum9]

I have a headache

I think to my self. I think I will put in a big chew and lay down.

SHIT!

I guess I will just lay down.

First, I won't claim attention whore yet but you gotta start acknowledging and responding to people who are tying to help because they can individually help you. I know you mind is scattered throughout the universe right now but you postings about throwing in a chew is not going to get you the help you want.


Do NOT post again stating that you want, could, will, or might throw in chew. Post us a message saying you "will not do those things". Then we will help you and give you all the attention you want.

I need to wake up for work in a couple of hours and I am staying up just because your life is important to me. I know there are a lot of people that would be devastated to watch you die of cancer, that is why I am staying awake to help where I can.

You can not in any way buy this kind of help. Even though I am the worst of this type of help on the whole site I am better than nothing.

[Maac]

I have a headache

I think to my self. I think I will put in a big chew and lay down.

SHIT!

I guess I will just lay down.

[magnum9]

It is so abnormal for me to not have a chew in. It just feels wrong. I feel as if I could just drive up the street get a can. Put in a chew and be fine.

Do people like me disappear a lot?

Maac,

Never ever again ask us that question...

The truth is that people of all sorts disappear all the time.

The question you need to ask is how many people with that thought process succeed?

The answer to that is every one of use that makes it through today had that thought. I know for sure that I could get a can right now... but there is a difference.

Your mind is absolutely fucked up right now, I mean 'Crazy' because the nic bitch is trying to put up her defenses. The difference between where you are and where you will be is that right now you are thinking that a dip would make you feel better. In a few weeks you will soon realize that the dip actually makes you feel worse.


Do you have a phone number yet? You are a prime candidate for a huge success story that saves themselves thousands of dollars and a jaw.

A phone number might just be what you need to keep accountable. PM me if you need it. I will give you my personal number but only because I give a shit about you.

[Souliman]

This isn't easy Maac. Cold turkey is a fucking shock to the system.

If you have quit, you've had your last dip. Say that shit out loud for me. I don't fucking care who is around. Say that shit out loud.

I have had my last dip.

Some fucker gives you shit. Say again to their face.

I have had my last dip.

When they just laugh...boom...drop that shit on them again.

I have had my last dip.

[Souliman]

It is so abnormal for me to not have a chew in. It just feels wrong. I feel as if I could just drive up the street get a can. Put in a chew and be fine.

Do people like me disappear a lot?

Only part of their faces do.

[brainsore]

Your doing great .. just don't disappear into a can of shit .
Keep it up up .. It is awesome when you are clean again ..


Stay quit ... KTC



brainsore

[Maac]

It is so abnormal for me to not have a chew in. It just feels wrong. I feel as if I could just drive up the street get a can. Put in a chew and be fine.

Do people like me disappear a lot?

[magnum9]

I have no Idea where to post this and just don't give a shit right now. If I am breaking your precious rules or think from a perspective that does not take in to account the deep meaning of the word "ME". Go grab a tissue and have a good fucking cry.

I just woke up. I have had my coffee. I have had a little breakfast and now the hell begins. This will be the worst of it for me.

Since I work nights I am alone right now. Just you guys.

I am just going to post random shit as the night goes on.

I eat to make my mouth feel better. It causes me to be ready for the next chew.

I sleep with a chew in.

Right on brother!

You're in the fog and the dip rage is kicking in full force! Stick with us, stay close... and I mean that. This site and what you read might piss you off right now, that is the nicotine speaking. One day you will be typing those words you just put down.

But we don't give a shit how you feel about them now. If that is what you take your rage out on then do it. Let those words piss you off. But get real and also realize that we speak those words because they are true and they are what will keep you quit.


Get your bitch on brother, even though it doesn't seem like it, if you take a step back when the cravings are away for a bit, you will realize that getting mad at us has been your best medicine so far.


Did you post roll?

Obviously you don't like the "unmanly" sensitive and intellectual stuff so I do imagine that you are a guy of your word. When you say you will do something your masculinity kicks in and there is no way you can break your word. What better way to quit than use that as a tool. Promise everyone each day that you will stay quit. Then use your badassness to stay quit.

[Maac]

I am just doing what I can to distract my self. I am watching tv, on live chat and on the form. I might find a midnight bowl if I can.

[greg40]

Way to go Greg. You see a man down and what do you do? Kick him. You can have all your little quips about what perspective to see this from but you can't read between the lines.

I thought you were here to help?

Sorry, I can't fucking read your mind through your bullshit posts. You want help, I'll help. You wanna play games? I'll go to bed and play with my wife's swollen preggo tits. The sooner you put aside your tough guy, my addiction is so much worse then yours, bullshit attitude, the sooner you will get help. Jerk offs come and go on this site...Just read Oct 11. NOW...how can I help?

[Maac]

This is not joke man.................

This is harsh shit.........

I am on ten hours. 8 Of those I was asleep for!

[Maac]

Way to go Greg. You see a man down and what do you do? Kick him. You can have all your little quips about what perspective to see this from but you can't read between the lines.

I thought you were here to help?

[greg40]

Would you rather have us fucking lie to you?  We were where you are.  We quit.  Why are you here?  You wanna quit?  If you don't, fuck off.

way to be helpful. 'Finger'

Glad I could help. Now quit or fuck off. This ain't a fucking joke, cuntboy.

[Maac]

Would you rather have us fucking lie to you? We were where you are. We quit. Why are you here? You wanna quit? If you don't, fuck off.

way to be helpful. 'Finger'