Hey all,
My name is Kevin and I have been dipping for the majority of 7 years. I am a young professional and I am in my second year of working in the real world.
I have recently moved in with my fiance, who does not know of my bad habit. I have been dipping at work, on car rides, while walking the dog, etc. I recently purposefully left my wallet at home before going out to a bar with my fiance and a friend, just so that I had an excuse to go back home to enjoy a dip on the walk back.
That was the last straw. I felt sick that I would leave my friend and fiance because fulfilling my craving was more important to me than them. I knew then that it was time to quit.
I'm excited to get this quitting adventure going. I quit officially today (5/14). I have a couple tins of grinds to help with the physical craving of spitting and plenty of caffeine to redirect my addiction.
I think the toughest times for me are going to be at work around 10 AM, the drives back and for to work, after meals, and when my fiance is at work at the hospital and I am alone at the apt during the weekend. But I hope with all your support, you can discourage my temptation to cave and encourage a healthier Kevin.
I look forward to talking with you all and quitting with everyone in the group! Go August!!
Kevin