Ninja Dipstick

[JRizzle]

10 months ago I failed at my quit.
(1) What happened? I wasn't truly ready to quit for myself. I wanted it for my family. I wanted to be a good role model for my kids. I wanted the thought of being nic free. I had a very stressful last couple of weeks of my wife's pregnancy and had a new promotion with more responsibility and stress. That day at work I had to fire the first person in my life. It was for a reasonable cause to fire someone but it was my first and I had the responsibility to take away Steven's income. It hit me extremely hard but I was coping ok. I get home and my wife didn't give 2 shits about it or my day. I had a beer and a fight with my loving wife. The next morning after sleeping on the couch I had the exit interview with Steven and I broke down and bought a can of heart attack. (Griz LC)
I failed on day 23. I signed the contract to quit and felt like a little bitch for doing it. I was a little piece of shit that flies wouldn't even touch. I actually thought that it would help the stress go away! I was an idiot and a hypocrite that day and for the next 10 months of my life.

(2) Why did it happen? Old habits die hard but that is not why it happened. I wasn't strong enough mentally and I didn't reach out for help when I should have. I remember saying to myself "Just get through today without one and it will get better." Then I woke up and forgot to say "I quit today" From that point I went back to being a dumb ass ninja. I am strong enough, i have learned a lot more about what dip can do to my body. Not just cancer but the arteries and heart problems as well. I don't want to die with a dip. I want to live with a lip! I should have called my dad, wife, kids, best friend, anyone but I didn't. I can't get help if I don't ask for it.

(3) What are you doing differently this time? Here is my number xxx-xxx-xxxx. My name is Jesse. I was addicted to dip since I was 15 and have a bunch of people that I love that I have lied to because of this addiction. It has torn me apart for many years and I will post RC everyday. Instead of trying to do it on my own, I will use anybody or anything that will help. I am a fighter for my quit, I am the champion but even a champ needs a coach.

I edited out jgrem's phone number from his post. While sharing numbers is, in my opinion, a tremendous quit tool, it should be done via PMs and not in a public forum when anyone in the world can see it. - Evil_Won

Good to have you Jesse. Please please please remember what you posted here. I quit with you today bro. You're one tough mofo

[traumagnet]

10 months ago I failed at my quit.
(1) What happened? I wasn't truly ready to quit for myself. I wanted it for my family. I wanted to be a good role model for my kids. I wanted the thought of being nic free. I had a very stressful last couple of weeks of my wife's pregnancy and had a new promotion with more responsibility and stress. That day at work I had to fire the first person in my life. It was for a reasonable cause to fire someone but it was my first and I had the responsibility to take away Steven's income. It hit me extremely hard but I was coping ok. I get home and my wife didn't give 2 shits about it or my day. I had a beer and a fight with my loving wife. The next morning after sleeping on the couch I had the exit interview with Steven and I broke down and bought a can of heart attack. (Griz LC)
I failed on day 23. I signed the contract to quit and felt like a little bitch for doing it. I was a little piece of shit that flies wouldn't even touch. I actually thought that it would help the stress go away! I was an idiot and a hypocrite that day and for the next 10 months of my life.

(2) Why did it happen? Old habits die hard but that is not why it happened. I wasn't strong enough mentally and I didn't reach out for help when I should have. I remember saying to myself "Just get through today without one and it will get better." Then I woke up and forgot to say "I quit today" From that point I went back to being a dumb ass ninja. I am strong enough, i have learned a lot more about what dip can do to my body. Not just cancer but the arteries and heart problems as well. I don't want to die with a dip. I want to live with a lip! I should have called my dad, wife, kids, best friend, anyone but I didn't. I can't get help if I don't ask for it.

(3) What are you doing differently this time? Here is my number xxx-xxx-xxxx. My name is Jesse. I was addicted to dip since I was 15 and have a bunch of people that I love that I have lied to because of this addiction. It has torn me apart for many years and I will post RC everyday. Instead of trying to do it on my own, I will use anybody or anything that will help. I am a fighter for my quit, I am the champion but even a champ needs a coach.

I edited out jgrem's phone number from his post. While sharing numbers is, in my opinion, a tremendous quit tool, it should be done via PMs and not in a public forum when anyone in the world can see it. - Evil_Won

Keep this sight close to you this weekend you have my digits you are going into the weekend as a foggy lil fuck in the middle of the suck. Hydrate stay away from booze in the initial quit. you have this send your Ms Grem here
http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp protect your quit at all costs.

[jgrem]

10 months ago I failed at my quit.
(1) What happened? I wasn't truly ready to quit for myself. I wanted it for my family. I wanted to be a good role model for my kids. I wanted the thought of being nic free. I had a very stressful last couple of weeks of my wife's pregnancy and had a new promotion with more responsibility and stress. That day at work I had to fire the first person in my life. It was for a reasonable cause to fire someone but it was my first and I had the responsibility to take away Steven's income. It hit me extremely hard but I was coping ok. I get home and my wife didn't give 2 shits about it or my day. I had a beer and a fight with my loving wife. The next morning after sleeping on the couch I had the exit interview with Steven and I broke down and bought a can of heart attack. (Griz LC)
I failed on day 23. I signed the contract to quit and felt like a little bitch for doing it. I was a little piece of shit that flies wouldn't even touch. I actually thought that it would help the stress go away! I was an idiot and a hypocrite that day and for the next 10 months of my life.

(2) Why did it happen? Old habits die hard but that is not why it happened. I wasn't strong enough mentally and I didn't reach out for help when I should have. I remember saying to myself "Just get through today without one and it will get better." Then I woke up and forgot to say "I quit today" From that point I went back to being a dumb ass ninja. I am strong enough, i have learned a lot more about what dip can do to my body. Not just cancer but the arteries and heart problems as well. I don't want to die with a dip. I want to live with a lip! I should have called my dad, wife, kids, best friend, anyone but I didn't. I can't get help if I don't ask for it.

(3) What are you doing differently this time? Here is my number xxx-xxx-xxxx. My name is Jesse. I was addicted to dip since I was 15 and have a bunch of people that I love that I have lied to because of this addiction. It has torn me apart for many years and I will post RC everyday. Instead of trying to do it on my own, I will use anybody or anything that will help. I am a fighter for my quit, I am the champion but even a champ needs a coach.

I edited out jgrem's phone number from his post. While sharing numbers is, in my opinion, a tremendous quit tool, it should be done via PMs and not in a public forum when anyone in the world can see it. - Evil_Won

[Ready]

So you will be like reviewing my post and stuff before they hit the website? That is fine with me. I don't care about that. What I care about is getting some network to help me when I struggle. I also want to help others that are going through it.

Yep. But that is very temporary until you revert to your old user name. No way around it. You know what needs to be done. Do it. Your current user name is hanging by a threat. It will afford you the opportunity to find your old username and not much else. I have been clear on what is expected of you. If you are incapable of understanding, you should probably move on.

Found out this morning that it seems I was on a different site the last time I failed. Where does that leave me now? How do yall want me to explain to the community what happened? I will still answer the big 3 publicly if they want. I am accountable for my mistakes and I have no problem owning up to my failure.

Post exactly what you just sent me.

Hope this clears the air.

No worries. Just protecting the site and it's members. We get trolls that mess with people's quits. Can't have that. You have shown me something because you stuck around to work through this rather than giving up. I have seen many people try to help you, and many were behind the scenes you don't know about. So you are still here, earn their help by staying quit.

Check your posting ability. I want to see if I released it properly. If I did, your posts will show up immediately. Let me know if they don't.

Stay quit.

[cdaniels]

THAT HAD TO BE ONE OF THE BEST POSTS TO THE 3 QUESTIONS I HAVE SEEN SO FAR. I WILL PROUDLY STAND BY YOU AND QUIT. ONE DAY AT A TIME BROTHER. PM ME FOR A NUMBER ITS YOURS.

[traumagnet]

yep that is how you do it you learn from your mistakes and help others to learn. That is the way you answer the 3 questions, the way you answered them today. well lets get this quit on. post roll meet your group.

[Nolaq]

You know what dude?

I'm going to applaud you for not giving up despite issues at the beginning of your quit. Many users will say "Screw this. Never meant to quit."

You took 6 hours to fight and claw your way to this program.

Bravo.

Folks...we have a quitter.

Now, with that leaves us to one thing.

You did come from another site. Similar program, but not implemented like we do it. We are extreme. No excuses for failure. We only learn from our mistakes. You know that the program is:

Post roll
Keep your word.
Repeat.

You did not do all of these things, and thus you failed. We ask every returning member to answer 3 questions if they have fallen: (1) What happened?, (2) Why did it happen?, and (3) What are you doing differently this time? You may be new to the site, but you are not new to the program. I would like you to learn from your past mistakes, and be quit. Please take the time to do this.

Now, hop on it, have some fun, and be quit. We'll be watching.

:ph43r:

PS. Live chat is an awesome feature we have as well, and is quite fun.

I also want to pat you on the ass for your tenacity. It was perceived as general dooshbagery, but I'm glad you stuck with it, and are here now.

Having said that, Waste is right. We don't take this lightly - at all.

Post Roll EVERY day.

Keep your WORD.

Repeat.

It works, and I'm proof.

-Nolaq - 1,187

[LionHeartedGirl]

Just read what you wrote in September. I'd encourage you to copy and paste it in here so you can refer to it later. That was a strong answer and I'm glad you're here. Happy to be quit with you today Jesse. Welcome to freedom.

[wastepanel]

You know what dude?

I'm going to applaud you for not giving up despite issues at the beginning of your quit. Many users will say "Screw this. Never meant to quit."

You took 6 hours to fight and claw your way to this program.

Bravo.

Folks...we have a quitter.

Now, with that leaves us to one thing.

You did come from another site. Similar program, but not implemented like we do it. We are extreme. No excuses for failure. We only learn from our mistakes. You know that the program is:

Post roll
Keep your word.
Repeat.

You did not do all of these things, and thus you failed. We ask every returning member to answer 3 questions if they have fallen: (1) What happened?, (2) Why did it happen?, and (3) What are you doing differently this time? You may be new to the site, but you are not new to the program. I would like you to learn from your past mistakes, and be quit. Please take the time to do this.

Now, hop on it, have some fun, and be quit. We'll be watching.

:ph43r:

PS. Live chat is an awesome feature we have as well, and is quite fun.

[Scowick65]

So you will be like reviewing my post and stuff before they hit the website? That is fine with me. I don't care about that. What I care about is getting some network to help me when I struggle. I also want to help others that are going through it.

Yep. But that is very temporary until you revert to your old user name. No way around it. You know what needs to be done. Do it. Your current user name is hanging by a threat. It will afford you the opportunity to find your old username and not much else. I have been clear on what is expected of you. If you are incapable of understanding, you should probably move on.

Found out this morning that it seems I was on a different site the last time I failed. Where does that leave me now? How do yall want me to explain to the community what happened? I will still answer the big 3 publicly if they want. I am accountable for my mistakes and I have no problem owning up to my failure.

Post exactly what you just sent me.

Hope this clears the air.

Find your group, post up for today. Focus on today. You got this. PM if you need any assistance.

[jgrem]

So you will be like reviewing my post and stuff before they hit the website? That is fine with me. I don't care about that. What I care about is getting some network to help me when I struggle. I also want to help others that are going through it.

Yep. But that is very temporary until you revert to your old user name. No way around it. You know what needs to be done. Do it. Your current user name is hanging by a threat. It will afford you the opportunity to find your old username and not much else. I have been clear on what is expected of you. If you are incapable of understanding, you should probably move on.

Found out this morning that it seems I was on a different site the last time I failed. Where does that leave me now? How do yall want me to explain to the community what happened? I will still answer the big 3 publicly if they want. I am accountable for my mistakes and I have no problem owning up to my failure.

Post exactly what you just sent me.

Hope this clears the air.

[jgrem]

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[jgrem]

So you will be like reviewing my post and stuff before they hit the website? That is fine with me. I don't care about that. What I care about is getting some network to help me when I struggle. I also want to help others that are going through it.

Yep. But that is very temporary until you revert to your old user name. No way around it. You know what needs to be done. Do it. Your current user name is hanging by a threat. It will afford you the opportunity to find your old username and not much else. I have been clear on what is expected of you. If you are incapable of understanding, you should probably move on.

Found out this morning that it seems I was on a different site the last time I failed. Where does that leave me now? How do yall want me to explain to the community what happened? I will still answer the big 3 publicly if they want. I am accountable for my mistakes and I have no problem owning up to my failure.

Post exactly what you just sent me.

Hope that clears the air.

[jgrem]

Ok, the reason for the quietness was because I spent about 6 hours yesterday trying to figure out what the hell was going on.

Per Ready:

So you will be like reviewing my post and stuff before they hit the website? That is fine with me. I don't care about that. What I care about is getting some network to help me when I struggle. I also want to help others that are going through it.

Yep. But that is very temporary until you revert to your old user name. No way around it. You know what needs to be done. Do it. Your current user name is hanging by a threat. It will afford you the opportunity to find your old username and not much else. I have been clear on what is expected of you. If you are incapable of understanding, you should probably move on.

Found out this morning that it seems I was on a different site the last time I failed. Where does that leave me now? How do yall want me to explain to the community what happened? I will still answer the big 3 publicly if they want. I am accountable for my mistakes and I have no problem owning up to my failure.

Post exactly what you just sent me.

[traumagnet]

http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp

jgrem.......Are you being honest?

For you to know who wrote the contract tells me that you have been around A LOT longer than you say....As far as I know, the only place that it says who wrote that is on a website that stopped being active 8 years ago or so.....

You're pretty freak in quiet since 2 admin have visited your thread....hmmm

like a fart in the wind...poof gone