You are not alone in those feelings, my friend.
Go to the Welcome Center and read all that you can. You'll be in the June quit group. That's where I am. We post roll here Every Damn Day, making a commitment to ourselves and the other guys/gals on this forum that we will not use nicotine today. This is a promise that should be made every morning.
Get involved. This forum is only as helpful as you choose to make it. Reach out to people and exchange phone numbers. It's nice to have someone you can text who knows what you're going through when you're having a craving.
There are some unique individuals in here, but we're all here to help.
Quitting with you today.