This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY