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Offline worktowin

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #490 on: November 26, 2023, 10:08:10 AM »
Dusting of snow overnight. But great day to be QUIT. MN/2,772
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #489 on: November 26, 2023, 08:56:02 AM »
Dusting of snow overnight. But great day to be QUIT. MN/2,772
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #488 on: November 25, 2023, 11:32:21 AM »
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
I've always felt that flat mode was also a kind of "Protection Mode"... it's your whole being taking a bit of a breather from all the fighting. Keep at it brutha. You've got bros here right next to you.

AJ... 3,875

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #487 on: November 25, 2023, 10:56:39 AM »
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
I've always felt that flat mode was also a kind of "Protection Mode"... it's your whole being taking a bit of a breather from all the fighting. Keep at it brutha. You've got bros here right next to you.

AJ... 3,875
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #486 on: November 25, 2023, 10:29:08 AM »
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #485 on: November 25, 2023, 10:17:54 AM »
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #484 on: November 25, 2023, 08:16:47 AM »
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #483 on: November 24, 2023, 11:10:49 AM »
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #482 on: November 24, 2023, 10:46:22 AM »
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #481 on: November 24, 2023, 10:27:50 AM »
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #480 on: November 24, 2023, 09:38:44 AM »
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #479 on: November 23, 2023, 07:04:30 PM »
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.
So thankful for you all and KTC as a whole. Day 2,769 of freedom.

Ironically, I woke up to a panic attack at 5:10a last night. I've dealt with varying degrees of anxiety over the past 3-4 years but apparently never had a panic attack because what I experienced last night was not something I had dealt with before. Not sure what triggered it but hoping this isn't the start of something new.
I hate panic attacks. Had several since I quit dipping. I hope they pass for you buddy.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #478 on: November 23, 2023, 10:47:10 AM »
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.
So thankful for you all and KTC as a whole. Day 2,769 of freedom.

Ironically, I woke up to a panic attack at 5:10a last night. I've dealt with varying degrees of anxiety over the past 3-4 years but apparently never had a panic attack because what I experienced last night was not something I had dealt with before. Not sure what triggered it but hoping this isn't the start of something new.
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #477 on: November 23, 2023, 09:22:03 AM »
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #476 on: November 23, 2023, 09:12:40 AM »
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
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