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Dipchit

Quote from: worktowin on November 26, 2023, 10:08:10 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on November 26, 2023, 08:56:02 AM
Dusting of snow overnight. But great day to be QUIT. MN/2,772
Worktowin 3,990. Thankful that all of this Christmas stuff is finally up!
Same dusting here in the north part. Couldn’t imagine having a dip today. Happy to be quit with all of you.

worktowin

Quote from: MN_Engineer on November 26, 2023, 08:56:02 AM
Dusting of snow overnight. But great day to be QUIT. MN/2,772
Worktowin 3,990. Thankful that all of this Christmas stuff is finally up!

MN_Engineer

Dusting of snow overnight. But great day to be QUIT. MN/2,772
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Keith0617

Quote from: AppleJack on November 25, 2023, 10:56:39 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on November 25, 2023, 10:29:08 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on November 25, 2023, 10:17:54 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 25, 2023, 08:16:47 AM
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
I've always felt that flat mode was also a kind of "Protection Mode"... it's your whole being taking a bit of a breather from all the fighting. Keep at it brutha. You've got bros here right next to you.

AJ... 3,875

Keith0617 1878 ODAAT with all of you
Jan19

AppleJack

Quote from: MN_Engineer on November 25, 2023, 10:29:08 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on November 25, 2023, 10:17:54 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 25, 2023, 08:16:47 AM
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
I've always felt that flat mode was also a kind of "Protection Mode"... it's your whole being taking a bit of a breather from all the fighting. Keep at it brutha. You've got bros here right next to you.

AJ... 3,875
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on November 25, 2023, 10:17:54 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 25, 2023, 08:16:47 AM
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.
MN/2,771 - appreciate any small improvements. It’s a great day to be QUIT.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Quote from: worktowin on November 25, 2023, 08:16:47 AM
Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.
Day 167. I feel ok. No anxiety but still emotionally flat. Better days are ahead.
Today I promise not to dip.

worktowin

Worktowin 3,989. Today I’m thankful for the snow that is headed into Kansas City that is making my in-laws leave a day early!  Quit with you today.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Keith0617 on November 24, 2023, 10:46:22 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 24, 2023, 10:27:50 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on November 24, 2023, 09:38:44 AM
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.
Keith0617 1877 Quitting with all of you ODAAT
MN/2,770 - with you all today.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Keith0617

Quote from: worktowin on November 24, 2023, 10:27:50 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on November 24, 2023, 09:38:44 AM
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.
Keith0617 1877 Quitting with all of you ODAAT
Jan19

worktowin

Quote from: Dipchit on November 24, 2023, 09:38:44 AM
Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.
Worktowin 3,988. Panic attacks are the real deal. I’m so thankful to be approaching 4k and 11 years of freedom. I was ninja too Steve. Man it takes a lot of effort to be that big of a liar. Freedom feels so good. MN I hope today brings you peace bro.

Dipchit

Day 166
Glad to be quit with all of you today.
No dip for me today.

Dipchit

Quote from: MN_Engineer on November 23, 2023, 10:47:10 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on November 23, 2023, 09:22:03 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 23, 2023, 08:07:51 AM
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.
So thankful for you all and KTC as a whole. Day 2,769 of freedom.

Ironically, I woke up to a panic attack at 5:10a last night. I've dealt with varying degrees of anxiety over the past 3-4 years but apparently never had a panic attack because what I experienced last night was not something I had dealt with before. Not sure what triggered it but hoping this isn't the start of something new.
I hate panic attacks. Had several since I quit dipping. I hope they pass for you buddy.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on November 23, 2023, 09:22:03 AM
Quote from: worktowin on November 23, 2023, 08:07:51 AM
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.
So thankful for you all and KTC as a whole. Day 2,769 of freedom.

Ironically, I woke up to a panic attack at 5:10a last night. I've dealt with varying degrees of anxiety over the past 3-4 years but apparently never had a panic attack because what I experienced last night was not something I had dealt with before. Not sure what triggered it but hoping this isn't the start of something new.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Quote from: worktowin on November 23, 2023, 08:07:51 AM
Worktowin 3,987. Incredibly thankful this morning to be in a warm house with abundant food to celebrate this special holiday. Today will not be tarnished with nicotine. Love you guys.
Day 165.
I actually feel at peace in my head today. I believe the anxiety has taken a day off. Although I have been feeling very disconnected emotionally I’m at peace today and for that I’m thankful. I know that there are better days ahead but this journey can only be done one day at a time and I am making it. Big tobacco will not get my money today and I will not dip today.
Happy Thanksgiving you guys and thank you all for being here with me.
I ninja dipped and now I ninja quit.
I can’t say I love you guys yet because I can’t feel love but as my Brain returns to normal functioning I’m sure I will feel at least a deep respect for you guys. Thank you again for being here.
Steve.