Wow, this Intro was back like 39 pages, been a while since ole KK blew the dust off this bitch.
600 days today....Just another quit day, and when I posted roll this morning I had forgot it was my 600.
I had a nic dream around 595, but in this dream instead of caving I took the can, dumped it and lectured about quitting and how to quit properly. 600, days ago I was a fucking mess, I can remember those early days and they have fueled my quit.
What does 600 feel like? Sometimes days go by, and I don't even think of chew or chewing. Cravings still happen sadly, but they are easy to shrug off. I guess it's my punishment of having a 20 plus year habit, you still have to think about it once in a while and deal with your dumb choices. I still pay my stupid tax.
600 felt like 599, and I am assuming it will feel like 601 and so on. As long as I can keep up with the +1's the overall number does not matter as much as that +1
Heartfelt thanks to all of my quit buddies, you know who you are. June 2013, I've got your back.
KK