250 Days, I think I Have passed up my one previous attempt to quit now official. Am I cured? Nope...
Could I stop posting roll and make it, likely, but why chance it? In moments of weakness, she still sings her siren song.
I have buddies, battle buddies, tried and true friends, most of whom I have never met. But I freaking know, if needed they would be at my side in a second, via phone or text.
I still crave at times. My addict brain, still thinks about it. The good news is, I now have entire days that pass and I never even think of chew. From a guy who at times would get up in the middle of the night, for a drink of water and a quick dip, blows me away!
I have learned that I am now able to do anything without chew that I did with it. I would have never thought that was an option.
Nic, dreams.... I still get visited by them all of the time (once a week) usually smoking, (never did that) The good news is I wake up and I know I am quit. I don't usually have the guilt anymore
Thanks, to everyone, who does this with me everyday, you know who you are. Thanks to KTC for this site and the countless lives that have been saved.
One last thing FU...Big Tobacco, you have gotten none of my money for the last 250 days!
I chewed for over 8700 days, I have gotten 250 of them back.