This is utter bullshit, addict speak, planned cave nonsense. Dont get pissy about it either - some folks just drift away and some stay quit. Every single time I have seen someone "announce" they were leaving its been for one of two reasons:
1) they were in a rough spot and crying out for help.
2) they had already made up their mind and were planning to cave, and didnt want other quitters to come a looking when they didnt post roll.Â
In both cases, caving had definitely become an "option" for them.
Case 1 quitters need and are often "saved" by brothers doing exactly what is being done here - calling them out on their nonsense. They forgot day 1, they started to take the longview (forever is a long, long time). They forgot what slavery felt like.
Case 2 quitters are a different breed. They believe they are cured, can have just one, are tired of the daily struggle, etc. A lot of them never truly "closed the door" or burned their boats. In fact, a good portion were highly active early on. Maybe trying to sell it to themselves because they were not REALLY quit. Who knows, I am not a shrink.Â
Dabean, I "hope" you are case 1. I hope you read these messages, go back and reread your intro and conductor messages, your quit group, etc and pull your head out of your ass long enough to realize that your quit is about you. Others caving may have an impact on you, but it sure as hell cant impact your quit. You gotta be stronger than that.Â
New quitters - take heed. Focus on your quit today. Post roll today. Protect your quit first, then do what you can to help others today. Today. Today. Quit getting so caught up in the major milestones that you don't enjoy the daily victories, the real method to quitting. It is NOT about 100, 200, 1000, 5 years, etc. It is about TODAY. Posting roll today puts my quit at 1000%, no matter what happens, or what anyone else does.
To yoda listen..... nuff said
This is amazing insight. Word of Wisdom Material for me and I suspect KTC
Roam, I was Contestent #1 - I had enough of KTC. It wasn't until I was verbally slapped when Noonelikesaquitter told me what was going on. He said, "Mthomas you're hurting" Then roam meets me on a shitty side of town (refinery and traintracks next to a stinky salty marsh) and we had a good dinner.
I was enlightened. It was easier, life on paper was great but I couldn't deny I was hurting.
You know, KTC does a great job with preparing us for withdrawls, fogs, funks, dreams post hall. We say, "Embrace the suck". Then is gets easier and simple really simple, almost boring and dull.
Then you get into the 200 - 350 range. It hurts. Maybe we need to prepare groups in that range that they will have to "Face the Hurt"?
I don't know but I was saved from myself because KTC and brothers took the time and cared to wake my up and tell me the hurt really happens and its part of the process.
I sure feel great now and thank you for the steak in a shitty part of town. I was Qutter 1 who was saved.
Dabean - you are gettin a response simply because you are us and we are you. Addictive behavor is chronic, and identified with similar symptoms and signs. I understand you and care about your success.
So read what is being said. Vent, Rage, get whatever ales you out. If you hurt but think you shouldn't....Been their.
At least stay posting daily for 50 to 100 more days. Say at 300 days, if you still feel the same, exit stage left. I bet you'll be glad and at the very least wont regret putting a 50 to 100 day morretorium to leave. Let it paly out.
You are too valuable to quitters on the site and we are a value to your quit as well. Support. Many hands makes light work. Sit on this feeling for 100 days and then make your choice. Please?