I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.
I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.
Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.
- jrws 2/24/2012