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Started by flrednek28, January 23, 2015, 04:51:00 PM

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flrednek28

Just doing a little update, been awhile. I just can't get it, at just over 1100 days quit I still have cravings, maybe not daily but multiple times a week, it amazes me that that shit has such a strong hold on me, but guess after 24 yrs of use 3 yrs clean ain't shit.
Part of the problem is my boss is a dipper and I am around him 6-8 hrs a day and my maint man dips as well, so around it constantly. I have had thoughts of going back which is reason I am still here and post EFD. This addiction will not beat me! FUNB

I read others saying they don't think about it anymore and don't have cravings, I am waiting for that day! Till that day and long after I will be here making my promise and supporting my fellow BAQ's! Quit with all you BAMFer's

flrednek28

Quote from: Candoit
Quote from: ChickDip....and 1,000!!
Congrats and thanks for being a constant around here!!
Kick ass FL! 3/4 of the groups wouldnt know what to do if they had to flip roll
Thanks Candi, unfortunately it goes along with getting up at 2:15 am and WUPPing

flrednek28

Quote from: ChickDip....and 1,000!!
Congrats and thanks for being a constant around here!!
Thanks Chica, you as well

Candoit

Quote from: ChickDip....and 1,000!!
Congrats and thanks for being a constant around here!!
Kick ass FL! 3/4 of the groups wouldnt know what to do if they had to flip roll
There are no circumstances in which using nicotine will improve the outcome.

My journey. The best part it is not over yet.

ChickDip

....and 1,000!!
Congrats and thanks for being a constant around here!!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

ChickDip

Flredneck
Congrats on your 900!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

ChickDip

Flredneck...huge supporter all OVER this forum!
Congrats on your 2 years quit and thank you!!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

Candoit

'oh yeah' made it to the 500th +1. Keep racking them up.
There are no circumstances in which using nicotine will improve the outcome.

My journey. The best part it is not over yet.

KSO FTZ

did my guy just hit 4th floor??!!! congrats brother. and thank you for your support day in and day out. I look for it everyday. quit with you for the next 400.

kso 345

nodipinthislip

Quote from: flrednek28Name is Greg and have been dipping kodiak and grizzly for bout 18 yrs and redman for bout 4 yrs before that. Have tried previously to quit but wasn't really serious. I am at that point in life where I am happy and want to quit!
Just picture those big tobacco ceo's fucking smiling laughing and pointing at you every time you think of putting a dip in. I realize now that for 22yrs I gave those pricks a shitload of money that could have been given to my daughters. Stay quit cuz that shit causes cancer and can kill you

ChickDip

Flrednek,
Congrats on the 4th floor!

Thanks for your support and brotherhood.

'party2'
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

Vguy

YOU MADE IT.

Badass, man. Way to go!

'Cheers' 'wave' 'party2'

pab1964

Quote from: flrednek28Day 58- the cravings are back, I find myself stuck in stupid habits, doing maint today, I caught myself just spitting, wtf? Coming into spring getting ready to start cutting grass, big trigger there, have 3 hrs on riding mower and always had dip, been trying just to go cold turkey, however I did order some hooch, as well as I am going to fla in 3 weeks for friends wedding, bachelor party/ fishing/ drinking and he dips. I know I have the willpower and there are several brothers in my group I would NOT let down! Although will have some fake with me!
Quit with everyone here today!
We all crave my friend! Some days are just alot worse than others. You and only you can do this, hang in there and continue to work it out. You're doing great! You're not alone my friend we're all here to help I may be calling on you tomorrow! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

flrednek28

Day 58- the cravings are back, I find myself stuck in stupid habits, doing maint today, I caught myself just spitting, wtf? Coming into spring getting ready to start cutting grass, big trigger there, have 3 hrs on riding mower and always had dip, been trying just to go cold turkey, however I did order some hooch, as well as I am going to fla in 3 weeks for friends wedding, bachelor party/ fishing/ drinking and he dips. I know I have the willpower and there are several brothers in my group I would NOT let down! Although will have some fake with me!
Quit with everyone here today!

flrednek28

Well, here I am at day 43 and feel pretty damn good, sleep has come back to me and anger and irritability has subsided, well not entirely but has improved drastically.
I do feel more focused at work and actually have more drive. It is strange how nic fucks with you and controls our bodies and minds.

It is also nice to have support from wife, she has decided every 30 days quit I get "rewarded" with whatever I want, Day 30 was great!!!!

Quit with all you fellow quitters today and everyday!!!!!