Yeah some people never dip and get cancer and some people dip there whole life and never get cancer but I'm thinking my odds of beating cancer increased tremendously but hey if you will look at some of the horrific pictures of oral cancer from nic and it don't make you thank God you haven't already gotten cancer or died from the shit then you obviously are inhuman! Quit on , not worth the chance, and if you're dreaming about it everyday you better buckle down.
Love this fucking thread. Seems like you are over a major hurdle, but keep your seatbelt on, the next few months are still filled with plenty of highs and lows. If I can add anything, and believe me with so much input so far here you won't need much. First, avoiding dip is inevitable, in the gas station, in someone's pocket, etc. when I was at your stage I was petrified to see dip. What I really came to learn is I wasn't fighting dip. I was fighting my addiction. That fight doesn't change whether you see dip in front f you or not. Second, tell your wife. I won't elaborate as it has already been spelled out for you so well above, but having my wife on my side has been a huge boost for my well being. Good luck.