My handle is like my mind - incomprehensible.

[jrws]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

I'm pretty all those other guys are ghey. So just send them dancers my way.

Sure Souli - do you prefer sailors or firemen?

[Wt57]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

I'm pretty all those other guys are ghey. So just send them dancers my way.

'Kiss'

JRWS in the hizzy. Welcome back man. I missed your avatar. Stay close to the site and post up everyday bud - nothing but good can come from it. See you in Aug!

Welcome back!

[Morgan1]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

I'm pretty all those other guys are ghey. So just send them dancers my way.

'Kiss'

JRWS in the hizzy. Welcome back man. I missed your avatar. Stay close to the site and post up everyday bud - nothing but good can come from it. See you in Aug!

[Coach Steve]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

I'm pretty all those other guys are ghey. So just send them dancers my way.

'Kiss'

[Souliman]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

I'm pretty all those other guys are ghey. So just send them dancers my way.

[jrws]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

sniff I wanna buy you all lap dances.

[Coach Steve]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

x 4

I've been posting in August 12 every day just waiting for your ass to make it back here.

Quit Like Fuck.

[SirDerek]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

Hey man, lets hope others read this as you have showed that you have in fact learned what this site is about, and realized it before it was too late.

I am certain the groups will shake your hand and enjoy your company again for many days to come, just watch as you may get a swift kick in the butt or slap across the back of the head.

Welcome back and glad it is not because of a day 1 (as Taz has said).

[Souliman]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'm proud you're here man. Keep fighting one day at a time.

[Tazbutane]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

I for one am happy to see someone come back to the site without having to post a day 1! Do what you have to do to keep your quit strong. Welcome back, again....

[jrws]

I have been gone awhile... AGAIN. Yes there has been extenuating circumstances but I have also just plain quit like a pussy. Eight days ago I was in in ICU, and I am still getting over pneumonia. Yesterday I saw one of my neighbors who helped my family out a lot all these times I have been in the hospital - a guy I care about. He was smoking a butt. He has a beautiful little girl. I hate to say it, but I realized how much I sucked for dropping out here and not posting roll with my fellow addicts. One day this neighbor might be asking for a hand in quitting and I damn well better be QLF on that day I bring him over here.

I am renewing my pledge of accountability to post roll each day. I hope everyone in my quit group and the greater community will take me back in. It would be great to post a year here, and I can do that one post at a time.

Thanks Morgan1, Woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, and the rest of you that kept reaching out to a lost soul.

- jrws 2/24/2012

[Morgan1]

Still day 177, from August 2012 and placed here for posterity:

This KTC stuff is for real. I have not been quitting with all my heart. I have wanted to drift away. Maybe I am a dumbshit for thinking it is not the nic bitch, and maybe I am a dumbshit for not realizing how contradictory the following statement is:

So many people have helped me stay free. CannondaleRob, woosel, Morgan1, Want2Quit, Eric71, woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, the crockett, greg1292, Mike17, and the list goes on and on. If you are on my list, I feel some obligation to post on your board. It is a daily effort, one I hoped to take off that other list of things to do each day. At the same time, awesome quitters like SirDerek and Kstamp and BTH and all of the above; that genuinely intimidate me with all of the amazing, selfless things they do with the rest of their lives, make me ashamed to not spend some time here.

Even totally selfishly, I know that at some point, I will need KTC again, whether as a struggling quitter or a retread, and it is probably best to stay close to the folks who get it.

I have been tempted to quit my KTC quit. I tried to quit posting roll.

Some of you really cared enough to call me on it. It wasn't a posture, a part of me wants to give this up. The response has made me feel like I am with Family, for better or worse. I can leave, but at my own peril. I can stay, and be protected by people stronger than me alone. Genuine gratitude to anyone who has missed little ol' jrws - I am proud to be part of your community even if I have sucked at it at times.

Your only obligation is to post roll in August 12 each day and stay quit. Nothing more, nothing less. WE are not YOU. We don't make your decisions for you.

Close the door. Do not leave it ajar or that sneaky bitch will find her way in. The good news is....once you close the door, the bitch can't figure out how to turn a knob. You'll still hear her clawing on the other side trying to get in, but that's as far as she'll get.

Nothing good can possibly come from letting that bitch back in your life.

Quit Like Fuck.

:ph43r: Ninja quit? Nope. Gonna get back to QLF instead. Too many ways to hurt yourself toting around ninja gear. :ph43r:

Seriously? Two weeks later? jrws - (you, dude), you suck at QLF/KTC/QSX - I am surprised you haven't been sacked from the site yet!

But trying again, on Day 190, to be better than the guy I was yesterday.

Hey man - do your thing. But we want you here. We want you to remain quit - to remain part of the brotherhood that is here. Welcome back....again.

[jrws]

Still day 177, from August 2012 and placed here for posterity:

This KTC stuff is for real. I have not been quitting with all my heart. I have wanted to drift away. Maybe I am a dumbshit for thinking it is not the nic bitch, and maybe I am a dumbshit for not realizing how contradictory the following statement is:

So many people have helped me stay free. CannondaleRob, woosel, Morgan1, Want2Quit, Eric71, woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, the crockett, greg1292, Mike17, and the list goes on and on. If you are on my list, I feel some obligation to post on your board. It is a daily effort, one I hoped to take off that other list of things to do each day. At the same time, awesome quitters like SirDerek and Kstamp and BTH and all of the above; that genuinely intimidate me with all of the amazing, selfless things they do with the rest of their lives, make me ashamed to not spend some time here.

Even totally selfishly, I know that at some point, I will need KTC again, whether as a struggling quitter or a retread, and it is probably best to stay close to the folks who get it.

I have been tempted to quit my KTC quit. I tried to quit posting roll.

Some of you really cared enough to call me on it. It wasn't a posture, a part of me wants to give this up. The response has made me feel like I am with Family, for better or worse. I can leave, but at my own peril. I can stay, and be protected by people stronger than me alone. Genuine gratitude to anyone who has missed little ol' jrws - I am proud to be part of your community even if I have sucked at it at times.

Your only obligation is to post roll in August 12 each day and stay quit. Nothing more, nothing less. WE are not YOU. We don't make your decisions for you.

Close the door. Do not leave it ajar or that sneaky bitch will find her way in. The good news is....once you close the door, the bitch can't figure out how to turn a knob. You'll still hear her clawing on the other side trying to get in, but that's as far as she'll get.

Nothing good can possibly come from letting that bitch back in your life.

Quit Like Fuck.

:ph43r: Ninja quit? Nope. Gonna get back to QLF instead. Too many ways to hurt yourself toting around ninja gear. :ph43r:

Seriously? Two weeks later? jrws - (you, dude), you suck at QLF/KTC/QSX - I am surprised you haven't been sacked from the site yet!

But trying again, on Day 190, to be better than the guy I was yesterday.

[jrws]

Still day 177, from August 2012 and placed here for posterity:

This KTC stuff is for real. I have not been quitting with all my heart. I have wanted to drift away. Maybe I am a dumbshit for thinking it is not the nic bitch, and maybe I am a dumbshit for not realizing how contradictory the following statement is:

So many people have helped me stay free. CannondaleRob, woosel, Morgan1, Want2Quit, Eric71, woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, the crockett, greg1292, Mike17, and the list goes on and on. If you are on my list, I feel some obligation to post on your board. It is a daily effort, one I hoped to take off that other list of things to do each day. At the same time, awesome quitters like SirDerek and Kstamp and BTH and all of the above; that genuinely intimidate me with all of the amazing, selfless things they do with the rest of their lives, make me ashamed to not spend some time here.

Even totally selfishly, I know that at some point, I will need KTC again, whether as a struggling quitter or a retread, and it is probably best to stay close to the folks who get it.

I have been tempted to quit my KTC quit. I tried to quit posting roll.

Some of you really cared enough to call me on it. It wasn't a posture, a part of me wants to give this up. The response has made me feel like I am with Family, for better or worse. I can leave, but at my own peril. I can stay, and be protected by people stronger than me alone. Genuine gratitude to anyone who has missed little ol' jrws - I am proud to be part of your community even if I have sucked at it at times.

Your only obligation is to post roll in August 12 each day and stay quit. Nothing more, nothing less. WE are not YOU. We don't make your decisions for you.

Close the door. Do not leave it ajar or that sneaky bitch will find her way in. The good news is....once you close the door, the bitch can't figure out how to turn a knob. You'll still hear her clawing on the other side trying to get in, but that's as far as she'll get.

Nothing good can possibly come from letting that bitch back in your life.

Quit Like Fuck.

:ph43r: Ninja quit? Nope. Gonna get back to QLF instead. Too many ways to hurt yourself toting around ninja gear. :ph43r:

[Coach Steve]

Still day 177, from August 2012 and placed here for posterity:

This KTC stuff is for real. I have not been quitting with all my heart. I have wanted to drift away. Maybe I am a dumbshit for thinking it is not the nic bitch, and maybe I am a dumbshit for not realizing how contradictory the following statement is:

So many people have helped me stay free. CannondaleRob, woosel, Morgan1, Want2Quit, Eric71, woosel, Coach Steve, Souliman, the crockett, greg1292, Mike17, and the list goes on and on. If you are on my list, I feel some obligation to post on your board. It is a daily effort, one I hoped to take off that other list of things to do each day. At the same time, awesome quitters like SirDerek and Kstamp and BTH and all of the above; that genuinely intimidate me with all of the amazing, selfless things they do with the rest of their lives, make me ashamed to not spend some time here.

Even totally selfishly, I know that at some point, I will need KTC again, whether as a struggling quitter or a retread, and it is probably best to stay close to the folks who get it.

I have been tempted to quit my KTC quit. I tried to quit posting roll.

Some of you really cared enough to call me on it. It wasn't a posture, a part of me wants to give this up. The response has made me feel like I am with Family, for better or worse. I can leave, but at my own peril. I can stay, and be protected by people stronger than me alone. Genuine gratitude to anyone who has missed little ol' jrws - I am proud to be part of your community even if I have sucked at it at times.

Your only obligation is to post roll in August 12 each day and stay quit. Nothing more, nothing less. WE are not YOU. We don't make your decisions for you.

Close the door. Do not leave it ajar or that sneaky bitch will find her way in. The good news is....once you close the door, the bitch can't figure out how to turn a knob. You'll still hear her clawing on the other side trying to get in, but that's as far as she'll get.

Nothing good can possibly come from letting that bitch back in your life.

Quit Like Fuck.