Nicotine is a wicked beast for sure. We let it make us do bad things, and breaking free from its clutches is not easy. Nicotine doesn't define us though. It isn't necessary for happiness or success, though at the moment it might seem that way. One foot in front of the other, one day at a time, the truth will emerge. The picture that brought you here is what most of us used for motivation initially, but the freedom that you gain from not being a slave is the real reward
It is an honor to quit with you sir. If I can help or if you need another contact, shoot me a pm. Brighter days are ahead.