Day 15. Feeling a bit testy today. Short with my kids a bit and generally irritated by all the assholes I come in contact with. They say if you meet more than three asšoles in a day then guess who it is. I'm okay with that. What is my part to play? I EXPECT the world to turn in accordance with my wishes and beliefs. Guess what? It doesn't! Expectation leads to disappointment and disappointment to me feeling sorry for myself. And then what? Not this time. The thought of a dip hardly occurred. I jumped on my phone and started looking through this simple little site finding strength and hope and brotherhood. People suffering just like me, but more importantly people through on the other side waving me over and having a good time. I'm grateful for that. Thank you to all those in my squad and reaching out to say hello. And thank you to all those reaching out to me; you're helping more than you know.
Status: quit.
Peace.
Awesome post man.
There's times when this is easy. There's times when it's not.
Enjoy the good times, and get through the bad.
Your in to deep now bro. You've come to far. Might as well see where this life without poison takes you. Proud of you gorilla. Your adding them 1's and things will continue getting better.
I know dealing with daily problems and everything else that life throws at you sucks sometimes. Where you are right now in your quit makes it even worse. Eventually your going to start handling life's problems better than ever. I can't believe how different things are sometimes.
I use to think the poison helped me deal, but now I'm seeing first hand all the lies i believed. Its one thing for me to tell you how much things are better, but its another to experience it yourself. Keep adding them 1's brother,, it does get better,, a whole lot better. Glad to be quit with you.
