I made it to 14 days! Thank you to everyone who, has helped me, inboxed me made sure I had the phone numbers and the overall information be quit thus far. Thank god for KTC, I spend more time here than anywhere else I think.
I am thankful I can sleep again, I am thankful the fog has lifted, I am thankful I am ummm, pretty regular again.
The first three days were hell. I could not even talk almost. That mixed with sleep that, lasted 15 minutes at a time made the fog even thicker. My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
I still use the fake dip a few times a day, mostly after meals, but I don't care for it to much so it gets spit out pretty quickly. I will also ball up a paper towel and put it in my lip. If I can get to day 14, I know I can get to 15, and so on by quitting every day. Thanks again for all of the help. I quit with you all today!
KKLJINC (Jeff)