Tom. I'm John aka Old Dog New Tricks and one of your September Samurai brothers. I know it's tough when you have triggers all around you, but you just posted roll and now you belong to another brotherhood that will help you save your life, just like the other brothers in arms around you. I quit with you and am ready stand with you. I am not being melodramatic. Nicotine will kill you just as assuredly as a bullet, but you decide whether that death is coming faster or slower. I've been chewing for 38 years and I know I've done damage, I just haven't found it yet. But I'll be damned if I'm going to keep shortening my life. I am 12 days quit...no, let me rephrase that, I am permanently quit, and am 12 days into that quit. If I can do it, I know you can.
I am honored by your service to our country, but I'll be more honored by your service to yourself and your quit. Private message me if you need anything or my number for help.