Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.
It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.
I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fuc.king smart, and dont need to follow the program.
I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fu.cks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.
I am gonna quit today. Again.