Thank you for your help. I hope with the support of the forum I will finally be able to kick this habit.
I could really pick apart the last sentence you have but will do this a different way.
There have been hundreds/thousands before you that have walked the way of KTC, using the system and brotherhood we have here, that are now quit.
So with our support you will be quit if you learn and use it right.
And by doing this, you (like the rest of us) the addict, will beat this addiction one day at a time, which is all I do, which is all we can ask here.
So remember, read up, learn, be a friend, be accountable and you will do this (note I did not reference hope as do not rely on hope, just do it and quit).