Congrats, Swamp!!! Great choice. Yes, it will suck. But embrace the suck. That is the feeling of recovery. Getting through the suck is the fight to save your own life...it is a matter of life and death.
But the suck is kinda cool if you really think about it. Nobody gets though it for the asking. Nobody can do it for you. There is no cheating, no short-cuts. It doesn't matter who your daddy knows. Pills and patches don't help. You simply must earn it...one day at a time.
The good news is that everyone on this site is here to help you. That is a shit-load of people who are fighting this fight and earning their freedom one day at a time.
Welcome to the fight, brother!!!