No you are entirely correct, if it wasn't for my wife I would have a big ol dip in right now. Quitting is just easier than dealing with her right now.
`aRifleman2
I've read this script a million times and it always goes something like this:
Act I: You quit because you finally got sick of her berating your ass about it.
Act II: You stay quit for a few days to a few weeks, but with each successive crave that you encounter and fight off, your resentment towards her grows for "making" you do this.
Act III: She does or says something one day that just pisses you off, so you decide to cave and dip again just to "spite" her.
You've gotta want this, dude. Really, really want this for yourself above all else.
Am I gutting through this quit with you, or your wife?
Rifleman...
a.) what these guys are saying is 100% true. Trying to get your wife to "shut up" will not be a sufficient motive to keep you quit.
You WILL resent her.
You WILL deceive her.
It WILL effect other areas of your relationship.
BUT...
b.) if you ARE still quit... know that you are in the worst days of the quitting stage. And that,
"if it wasn't for my wife I would have a big ol dip in right now" may NOT be true.
It may be the lack of nicotine - or "Nicki, the lying vindictive vixen whore", as I like to call it - that's producing this anger and looking for targets. But your wife is NOT the enemy. Nicotine is. Remember that. It WILL (like every addiction) drive itself between you and those who love you.
For me, on Day 2... I
seriously considered leaving my wife and children - because if I didn't have them, no one would care what I was doing to myself with this garbage - and then I can do it in peace!? True story. That's not remotely rational. But it's how nicotine wrecks your mind.
Now, I'm on Day 12. It's only 10 days more - but it seems like a lifetime away.
You CAN do it.
It IS worth it.
My advice... stick with it. Fight thru it.
Make the determination right now...
"Nicotine is my enemy. I'm quitting it for MY sake. Anyone who also wants me to quit is my friend."
(By the way... fake dip is total shit. In my experience, it will only drive you back to real dip because it lacks the key ingredient of nicotine. For a replacement to satisfy the oral fixation... I'd suggest sunflower seeds, coffee grinds, or gum. Those have worked for me.)