Day 5. So my mistress cornered me today. In Utah. March can be very warm or very cold...just wait a day. So we went from high 60's the last couple days to low 30's this morning.Â
I reached in my top drawer to get a ski hat out. In the hat was a can of the creature. Skoal mint pouches!!! I was going to flush it. If I did that, there would be a step to open the can. Something told me NOT to open the can. I tossed it. Took it to the same gas station that was my stop for chew. Put it in there can. I said out loud. It's over. NOT today!Â
There really is something to making a promise to the brotherhood of addicts. If you fuckers can do it and keep your word, then I can too. After all I'M an addict too. There is simple but superhuman strength here. Post roll and keep your word. Simple but when the mistress shows up, you have superhuman strength. (her tits seem to sag and she is missing teeth now)
I also have help lines. So when the fight get too tough, I have a few big brothers that have my back. Today is not easy, but I'm very happy. Happy with my choice, happy with everyone's successes and victories. Glad to work with Winners.
Nice work!
It seems that when you can keep the nic bitch away all seems to get better!!
I keep finding old cans all over the dam place I cleaned out my truck and a few times since my first quit day and I still found another can this weekend!!!
Anyway one day at a time bro stay stong in your quit!
Day 7 today. One week of hell. One week of triumph! Of all the times I said I quit, I can't honestly remember a time that I really went a whole week without tobacco.
I crashed last night. I was so exhausted and feel asleep. Woke up this morning refreshed, recharged and feeling great!!! I can't explain how good it felt to get a good night sleep. I had no problem quitting today. I wanted to shout at the roof tops, "Hey I Quit today and it feels great!"
With all that and feeling the positive breakthrough. I realized three things:
1- If it walks, quacks and acts like a duck, its a duck. Tobacco is ANTI-AMERICAN! The can binds us into slavery. We give up our freedom. The tobacco promoters can say what they want but my eyes can see clearly now. There is a great promotion and deception of the evil creature. I'm an addict, you cleverly walked me into slavery. Ultimately I chose bondage, but today, I too chose to quit. I chose freedom!
2- Is it coincidence that all our stories begin in our early teens? I think I was late to the party at 17. Most of you were in 6th grade on average. Hey, "Let's flavor the creature with candy flavors." (cherry, apple, citris. Probably too bold but I'm sure they considered cotton candy in the board room) These fuckers got me. Will I stand by and let them bind my two boys or any American Son / Daughter for that matter? My friends, they aren't after out parents, they want to enslave our CHILDREN!!!!!
3- In the beginning of my quit, I was depressed and felt all the symptoms of quitting. I referred to my habit as my mistress. No more, the sheep's clothing has come off. This is a wolf! This is Evil, This is scary! This is the Evil Creature. If evil comes calling, run! Avoid it and circle the wagons. Evil can be beat. We beat this evil with unity and exposure. When the sun comes up, the darkness of night disappears. We can be the sun to the darkness of the tobacco industry.
Wow, I just wanted to quit. Now I want to wage war. I mean it. We need to campaign for our young men to choose freedom over slavery!!!! Kone 2012, What about cope 2012, or skoal 2012? This evil empire, steals away our children, mutilates them internally. Some will die, All are addicts!
I thought that too much focus or thinking about it wasn't good. (just get it out of your mind) Not with this subject. We must watch it and build reinforcements from its cunning craftiness. We must know our enemy and understand the strengths. Then, Protect yourself. Put on the Armor of truth and knowledge, stand side by side with your allies, with your bothers. Then pick up a weapon and stand post for our children's sake!!!
I slept great last night. Tobacco promoters whoever you are...how did you sleep? If you promote tobacco and read this, I can make you this promise... You will not sleep good tonight. Your conscience will not settle. You will justify and deny but you can't dismiss truth. So you will toss and turn. FUCK YOU. Worm! Until you change, I will fight you, I will expose you for who you are!!! The light is coming!
To my brothers in this, you made a promise to quit today. I am united with you. We worry about tomorrow when it comes. For today...You said, "i quit" and joined the war. Never surrender, if you're in trouble, call for reinforcements. If you cave, I HATE you. You are a pussy and a traitor. Sure you're human and can make mistakes, but for today, you are super human, we trust your word and need you to lead the battle. WIN or Fuck off. Your choice, slavery or war. The evil creature won't quit. You have to fight for freedom...protect yourself, family and friends...forever!
(If you think this is over the top or too dramatic...get back in check, you're in danger of the cave in your path! Wake the hell up, you are at war and should be on alert every second of the day.)
Post Roll
Quit every day
Repeat.