I've been trying to add little snippets along the way so I can look back remember everything that I've gone through in my quit.
This is day 60. Craves have been really bad lately. Like little fucking voices in my head. This morning, I had a sausage mcmuffin diet coke for breakfast on the way to work was sitting at my desk about 1/2 hour later a voice screamed at me "YOU JUST HAD A MCMUFFIN, WHERES THE COPENHAGEN, YOU NEED IT".
I was surprised after packing in some Jakes the voices calmed down. It also helped that I was working on the roll spreadsheet from yesterday that always helps me focus on the quit.Â
No more dip dreams in quite a while, though I will say my dreams, when I've had any, have been very vivid. Not sure if that's a sign, symptom, what the fuck ever, just a thought that popped into my head.
Bought a new (used) 2012 Ford Fusion last Saturday I take some pride knowing that this will be the very first car that I've EVER owned that I won't have dip in. No secret hiding spot. No dip stain on the seat from wiping my fingers. Awesome.
Played in a tournament last Sunday with a guy smoking cigars another guy dipping his mind out. He was an obnoxious dipper. The kind that wants the world to know has that nasty shit dripping out the front of his lip. I had my Jakes and was perfectly ok to be around him, I just made sure not to start any conversations about dip or let him see me pack a Jakes because I just wanted to golf not get into a big thing about it.Â
I'm quit today. I'll post roll again tomorrow before I even take a leak or scratch my nuts......
I'm a huge fan of KTC can't thank the guys in my group the vets that have reached out enough.
I'm a damn proud ;Ironman:
Keep being a leader man. We quit together as part of the March Iron Men. Glad to see you cherishing the small victories and taking a second to remember just how far you have come already.
Your quit makes my quit that much stronger.
Golfpro, you are becoming a quitpro. Great job. You'll have some bad days pop up every now and then, but nothing you can't handle. You have the tools, you have your integrity and you've come to far. Might as well see where this ride takes you. Glad to be quit with you.
Thanks guys. All the responses mean a lot to me.....and I obviously can't get enough of Pinch's avi....
The new ride wasn't by design, but my old, tried trusted Explorer had 141,000 miles on it the transmission was starting to get iffy so a buddy of mine that owns a dealership gave me some counsel to get rid of it as soon as I could I lucked into a great deal on the new one.
