Glad to see you're still here! It's times like these where having numbers to text or call come in handy!
I'd like you go back, take a look at your original wanting to cave post. Then I want you replace nicotine with cocaine or heroin. It's the voice of an addict trying to justify their addiction. I was reading comments on youtube from people trying to justify dipping because the cancer percentages are lower than smoker. But it all causes cancer.
Even with a "clean bill of health" you can still have the beginnings of carcinoma... how many people out there are wrongfully diagnosed or diagnosed late because of a bad doctor or radiologists reading? How many are diagnosed because they are a fucking moron and keep doing this shit?
Listen up, I am ending Day 15... I can guarantee you that this will pass after your first week. My brain is beginning to rewire itself and I haven;t craved after a meal in 3 days. Same with at work... any craving was a simple as just stopping, deep breath and saying "no". Then it passed. Just like your brain was used to dipping during certain times, your brain will begin to get used to not dipping during those same times. I have passed huge hurdles at work, which is where I dipped a lot!
I know I have more challenges ahead of me, but my determination to push through these first two weeks and remain optimistic has allowed my outcome to be much better. Now sack up with the rest of us June group quitters and let's make it to the HOF together!
If you need anything, PM me and I can give you my number!
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