Author Topic: Lost My Best Friend  (Read 10389 times)

0 Members and 1 Guest are viewing this topic.

Offline srans

  • Quit Pro
  • ***
  • Posts: 5,147
  • Interests: Fishing and playing the guitar.
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #72 on: March 29, 2013, 07:24:00 PM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
I would give anything for a dip right now. Life has been extremely stressful lately and IÂ’ve always had my tobacco to help me through these timesÂ….know IÂ’m not alone on this one. There's nothing like that euphoria-like "ahhhhh" feeling of when you firs put a dip in and that self-confidence that you can take on the world and win. What takes the place of that? Anyone? I'm resisting with all my power but it fucking SUCKS....and life SUCKS without it! It's been 28 days.....when does the treachery and torture end? Does it ever end? Anyone? Fuck!
tobacco will not help you screw the chew,, you know this.
Hof date may 25, 2013
HoF Speech


The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #71 on: March 29, 2013, 07:13:00 PM »
I would give anything for a dip right now. Life has been extremely stressful lately and IÂ’ve always had my tobacco to help me through these timesÂ….know IÂ’m not alone on this one. There's nothing like that euphoria-like "ahhhhh" feeling of when you firs put a dip in and that self-confidence that you can take on the world and win. What takes the place of that? Anyone? I'm resisting with all my power but it fucking SUCKS....and life SUCKS without it! It's been 28 days.....when does the treachery and torture end? Does it ever end? Anyone? Fuck!

Offline copingwithoutcopen

  • Quitting MoFo
  • *****
  • Posts: 13,660
  • Likes Given: 3
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #70 on: March 11, 2013, 07:28:00 AM »
Quote from: Rob1985
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: Rob1985
Glad to see you're still here! It's times like these where having numbers to text or call come in handy!

I'd like you go back, take a look at your original  wanting to cave post. Then I want you replace nicotine with cocaine or heroin. It's the voice of an addict trying to justify their addiction. I was reading comments on youtube from people trying to justify dipping because the cancer percentages are lower than smoker. But it all causes cancer.

Even with a "clean bill of health" you can still have the beginnings of carcinoma... how many people out there are wrongfully diagnosed or diagnosed late because of a bad doctor or radiologists reading? How many are diagnosed because they are a fucking moron and keep doing this shit?

Listen up, I am ending Day 15... I can guarantee you that this will pass after your first week. My brain is beginning to rewire itself and I haven;t craved after a meal in 3 days. Same with at work... any craving was a simple as just stopping, deep breath and saying "no". Then it passed. Just like your brain was used to dipping during certain times, your brain will begin to get used to not dipping during those same times. I have passed huge hurdles at work, which is where I dipped a lot!

I know I have more challenges ahead of me, but my determination to push through these first two weeks and remain optimistic has allowed my outcome to be much better. Now sack up with the rest of us June group quitters and let's make it to the HOF together!

If you need anything, PM me and I can give you my number!

  :ph43r:
The truth is I have been making excuses for many years and the one I used the most was studies showing chewing tobacco has lower cancer risks and smoking. I admit the one I used tonight about the stress of quitting being worse for you than dipping was pretty pathetic.....you're 100% right, it was just me desperately trying to make excuses. My wife told me the same thing tonight.

I give you my word I am going to stay quit with you and the rest of the June group.....and you do the same. Let's do this!
Staying quit with you!
Just a thought and y'all can tell me to defecate in my hat but IMO when we "stay quit" or when you are "staying quit", you leave the door open to the possibility of not staying quit at some future time. Conversely, when you are Quit the door has been closed, the possibility has been taken off the table and you've "burned your bridges" for that day.
We don't stay quit, we're just quit... no matter what.

Offline Rob1985

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,177
  • Quit Date: 2013-02-23
  • Interests: HOCKEY, Baseball, Mountain Biking, Camping, Movies, Xbox, Computers, Shooting Sports.Did I mention HOCKEY?
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #69 on: March 10, 2013, 01:12:00 AM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: Rob1985
Glad to see you're still here! It's times like these where having numbers to text or call come in handy!

I'd like you go back, take a look at your original  wanting to cave post. Then I want you replace nicotine with cocaine or heroin. It's the voice of an addict trying to justify their addiction. I was reading comments on youtube from people trying to justify dipping because the cancer percentages are lower than smoker. But it all causes cancer.

Even with a "clean bill of health" you can still have the beginnings of carcinoma... how many people out there are wrongfully diagnosed or diagnosed late because of a bad doctor or radiologists reading? How many are diagnosed because they are a fucking moron and keep doing this shit?

Listen up, I am ending Day 15... I can guarantee you that this will pass after your first week. My brain is beginning to rewire itself and I haven;t craved after a meal in 3 days. Same with at work... any craving was a simple as just stopping, deep breath and saying "no". Then it passed. Just like your brain was used to dipping during certain times, your brain will begin to get used to not dipping during those same times. I have passed huge hurdles at work, which is where I dipped a lot!

I know I have more challenges ahead of me, but my determination to push through these first two weeks and remain optimistic has allowed my outcome to be much better. Now sack up with the rest of us June group quitters and let's make it to the HOF together!

If you need anything, PM me and I can give you my number!

  :ph43r:
The truth is I have been making excuses for many years and the one I used the most was studies showing chewing tobacco has lower cancer risks and smoking. I admit the one I used tonight about the stress of quitting being worse for you than dipping was pretty pathetic.....you're 100% right, it was just me desperately trying to make excuses. My wife told me the same thing tonight.

I give you my word I am going to stay quit with you and the rest of the June group.....and you do the same. Let's do this!
Staying quit with you!
Quit: 2/23/13
HOF: 6/3/13
2nd Floor: 9/10/13
One Year 2/23/14
Two Years 2/23/15
1000 Days 11/19/15
"You can have results or excuses. Not both"
"One often learns more from ten days of agony than from ten years of contentment"
"A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen" ~Edward de Bono

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #68 on: March 10, 2013, 12:18:00 AM »
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.
You are not getting me....at all....I am your best friend right now....you just don't like my tone or the reality of it...........check you inbox....there is my number.....you can not cave without texting me first.....
Alright man.....I know your trying to help. I'll look for you number, thanks. I need brothers....I do....not enemies. I'm posting roll at 12:00 am sharp and looking forward to tomorrow being a much better day. But your still a fuck
I promise to be your favorite fuck when you hit HOF....deal????
Deal

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #67 on: March 10, 2013, 12:13:00 AM »
Quote from: Rob1985
Glad to see you're still here! It's times like these where having numbers to text or call come in handy!

I'd like you go back, take a look at your original wanting to cave post. Then I want you replace nicotine with cocaine or heroin. It's the voice of an addict trying to justify their addiction. I was reading comments on youtube from people trying to justify dipping because the cancer percentages are lower than smoker. But it all causes cancer.

Even with a "clean bill of health" you can still have the beginnings of carcinoma... how many people out there are wrongfully diagnosed or diagnosed late because of a bad doctor or radiologists reading? How many are diagnosed because they are a fucking moron and keep doing this shit?

Listen up, I am ending Day 15... I can guarantee you that this will pass after your first week. My brain is beginning to rewire itself and I haven;t craved after a meal in 3 days. Same with at work... any craving was a simple as just stopping, deep breath and saying "no". Then it passed. Just like your brain was used to dipping during certain times, your brain will begin to get used to not dipping during those same times. I have passed huge hurdles at work, which is where I dipped a lot!

I know I have more challenges ahead of me, but my determination to push through these first two weeks and remain optimistic has allowed my outcome to be much better. Now sack up with the rest of us June group quitters and let's make it to the HOF together!

If you need anything, PM me and I can give you my number!

:ph43r:
The truth is I have been making excuses for many years and the one I used the most was studies showing chewing tobacco has lower cancer risks and smoking. I admit the one I used tonight about the stress of quitting being worse for you than dipping was pretty pathetic.....you're 100% right, it was just me desperately trying to make excuses. My wife told me the same thing tonight.

I give you my word I am going to stay quit with you and the rest of the June group.....and you do the same. Let's do this!

Offline jaynellie

  • Quit Pro
  • ***
  • Posts: 6,259
  • Interests: being a good husband a good dad, riding our quads at the dunes, watching my children turn into adults
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #66 on: March 10, 2013, 12:10:00 AM »
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.
You are not getting me....at all....I am your best friend right now....you just don't like my tone or the reality of it...........check you inbox....there is my number.....you can not cave without texting me first.....
Alright man.....I know your trying to help. I'll look for you number, thanks. I need brothers....I do....not enemies. I'm posting roll at 12:00 am sharp and looking forward to tomorrow being a much better day. But your still a fuck
I promise to be your favorite fuck when you hit HOF....deal????
That's what it's all about. Amazing couple hours to be involved in. KTC kicks the Nic bitches ass again. QLF
"You never have to remember what you said, if you always tell the truth"

"Post roll everyday and your chances of staying quit goes up 100%" --mememe

Offline CleanFuel

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,623
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #65 on: March 10, 2013, 12:07:00 AM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.
You are not getting me....at all....I am your best friend right now....you just don't like my tone or the reality of it...........check you inbox....there is my number.....you can not cave without texting me first.....
Alright man.....I know your trying to help. I'll look for you number, thanks. I need brothers....I do....not enemies. I'm posting roll at 12:00 am sharp and looking forward to tomorrow being a much better day. But your still a fuck
I promise to be your favorite fuck when you hit HOF....deal????
Quit 04.02.2012 --- HOF 07.11.2012 --- 5 Years 04.02.2017

Now I am the Voice. I will LEAD, not follow. I will BELIEVE, not doubt. I will CREATE, not destroy. I am a Force for God. I am a Leader.

Defy the odds. Set a new standard. STEP UP!

My HOF Speech

My Intro

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #64 on: March 10, 2013, 12:05:00 AM »
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.
You are not getting me....at all....I am your best friend right now....you just don't like my tone or the reality of it...........check you inbox....there is my number.....you can not cave without texting me first.....
Alright man.....I know your trying to help. I'll look for you number, thanks. I need brothers....I do....not enemies. I'm posting roll at 12:00 am sharp and looking forward to tomorrow being a much better day. But your still a fuck

Offline Rob1985

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,177
  • Quit Date: 2013-02-23
  • Interests: HOCKEY, Baseball, Mountain Biking, Camping, Movies, Xbox, Computers, Shooting Sports.Did I mention HOCKEY?
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #63 on: March 10, 2013, 12:00:00 AM »
Glad to see you're still here! It's times like these where having numbers to text or call come in handy!

I'd like you go back, take a look at your original wanting to cave post. Then I want you replace nicotine with cocaine or heroin. It's the voice of an addict trying to justify their addiction. I was reading comments on youtube from people trying to justify dipping because the cancer percentages are lower than smoker. But it all causes cancer.

Even with a "clean bill of health" you can still have the beginnings of carcinoma... how many people out there are wrongfully diagnosed or diagnosed late because of a bad doctor or radiologists reading? How many are diagnosed because they are a fucking moron and keep doing this shit?

Listen up, I am ending Day 15... I can guarantee you that this will pass after your first week. My brain is beginning to rewire itself and I haven;t craved after a meal in 3 days. Same with at work... any craving was a simple as just stopping, deep breath and saying "no". Then it passed. Just like your brain was used to dipping during certain times, your brain will begin to get used to not dipping during those same times. I have passed huge hurdles at work, which is where I dipped a lot!

I know I have more challenges ahead of me, but my determination to push through these first two weeks and remain optimistic has allowed my outcome to be much better. Now sack up with the rest of us June group quitters and let's make it to the HOF together!

If you need anything, PM me and I can give you my number!

:ph43r:
Quit: 2/23/13
HOF: 6/3/13
2nd Floor: 9/10/13
One Year 2/23/14
Two Years 2/23/15
1000 Days 11/19/15
"You can have results or excuses. Not both"
"One often learns more from ten days of agony than from ten years of contentment"
"A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen" ~Edward de Bono

Offline CleanFuel

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,623
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #62 on: March 09, 2013, 11:54:00 PM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.
You are not getting me....at all....I am your best friend right now....you just don't like my tone or the reality of it...........check you inbox....there is my number.....you can not cave without texting me first.....
Quit 04.02.2012 --- HOF 07.11.2012 --- 5 Years 04.02.2017

Now I am the Voice. I will LEAD, not follow. I will BELIEVE, not doubt. I will CREATE, not destroy. I am a Force for God. I am a Leader.

Defy the odds. Set a new standard. STEP UP!

My HOF Speech

My Intro

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #61 on: March 09, 2013, 11:50:00 PM »
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
I'll be honest with you STC this whole damn thread sounds like a set up for a cave. It sounds to me like you have been taking in all this info but not really listening or caring. Like you are just going through the motions of a person who "wants" to be quit. WTF would you have to talk to your family or friends about starting up the disgusting habit again?? Man the fuck up and spit in the Nic bitches face at 12:01 and 1 second brother. Stay strong and don't give her the power ever again. PM me and I got your back on this man. QLF today
Are you fucking kidding me?

The Nic Bitch is so in your fucking head its ridiculous....that is the bitch talking, not you, you dumb fuck....

You are a fucking addict. You are addicted to nicotine. There is no skill you can acquire to beat nicotine....do you hear me? It's not like golf.....where you practice, take lessons, get a coach and get really good at golf.

Can you do that with Nicotine???? CAN YOU?

Can you take lessons on how not to get cancer? Can you get a coach to teach how to not get cancer???

The post you just made is the dumbest, most nicotine addicted, stupid, ridiculous fucking post I have ever seen.....

Here is what I want you to imagine....imagine your wife fucking another guy because you are dead, because you believe the dumb fucking post you just made.

You are in heaven....or hell (who knows) but you see your wife riding this guy....doing shit she never did with you.......kissing him (cuz he doesn't dip and have to brush his teeth) and while she is about to cum, all she can think about is how great it is to fuck a guy that doesn't dip.....

then imagine this....your kids, graduating from college....you are not there because you are dead....but that guy (you know the one, the one that just made your wife cum like a maniac) yeah, that guy, he is there with a suit on and there for the entire graduation ceremony...your kids run up to him and hug him and say "I am glad you stayed for the whole ceremony, my other dad couldn't....he would have had to leave to grab a dip"

This is the weakest fucking post I have ever read.....

Get in the game.....step up and be a fucking man....

Don't let your addicted fucking head make decisions for you....

Don't let the bitch be your voice.....

BE YOUR OWN VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it was a weak and stupid fucking post but that was how I was feeling at the time and the thoughts going through my head you douchebag. My crave has passed and I stayed clean so fuck you cunt.
Yeah, I am a douchebag and a cunt and bitchy mother fucking quitter.....And now I am officially inserting my foot in your ass...you get me?

you are an addict. you are weak. I am quit with you.......dont ever make another post like that

be your own voice and defy the odds....step the fuck up....bitch
Oh I got you. Don't tell me what I can and can't post you fuck. I don't give a shit what you say, the only thing I care about is staying quit. I'll focus on those who are interested in helping rather than trying show that they're some bad ass fuck sticking things up guy's asses.

Offline CleanFuel

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,623
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #60 on: March 09, 2013, 11:48:00 PM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
Thanks for your post Mike. It is helpful....unlike some others. I'm past my crave and I have most of you to tank along with my wife and family who have me some positive encouragement. Thanks for the #!
Unlike some others??? like mine??? just wondering.....I am not here to comb your hair and tell you bedtime stories.....
Quit 04.02.2012 --- HOF 07.11.2012 --- 5 Years 04.02.2017

Now I am the Voice. I will LEAD, not follow. I will BELIEVE, not doubt. I will CREATE, not destroy. I am a Force for God. I am a Leader.

Defy the odds. Set a new standard. STEP UP!

My HOF Speech

My Intro

Offline Screw_the_Chew

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 185
  • Interests: Family, Sports, Photography, Computers, Outdoors, Reading & writing, quitting tobacco
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #59 on: March 09, 2013, 11:42:00 PM »
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Great, this is some good stuff. I'm having a trigger right now. The family cane over and we all had a big dinner plus kids running around screaming and crying. I'm hardwired to have a huge dip right now. I did have a dip but it was Smokey Mountain and I came in the room to post about it. If only I could have a real dip.

Maybe it's the wrong time to quit? Maybe I could dip for the rest of my life and still be healthy like iquitchewing. My dentist said I don't have any signs of oral cancer, had an EDG 2 years ago, CT scan of heart and stomach 2 years ago and all is OK. I think all the stress of quitting is worse than dipping to be honest. I'll probably die young just worrying and stressing about not having tobacco. I don't know. I have some rethinking to do and need to talk to some family and close friends about this. I won't dip today because I promised but 12:00 am is a different day.
Why would you want to gamble your life on something like this? The key word in what you said was "maybe". Maybe you won't die from this. Maybe you will. Do you really want to take that chance? How long have you been quit? This sounds like a first week quitter to me. I promise that it will get better. But you chose to start using this shit in the first place. Now you have to pay the consequences to quit. Part of that is fighting through the withdrawls, The SUCK as we like to call it here at KTC. You are getting a good dose of what the SUCK means. I encourage you to embrace it and remember what it feels like. In a few more days it will start to subside. You will still have craves off and on but they will become less frequent and less severe as time goes on.

Please dont' give up. There are alot of people here to help support you. I encourage you to reach out to people on this site. Check your in box. I have sent you my numbers. feel free to call me or text me at any time. I'll get back to you at the first opportunity.

mike
Thanks for your post Mike. It is helpful....unlike some others. I'm past my crave and I have most of you to tank along with my wife and family who have me some positive encouragement. Thanks for the #!

Offline CleanFuel

  • Quitter
  • **
  • Posts: 1,623
  • Likes Given: 0
Re: Lost My Best Friend
« Reply #58 on: March 09, 2013, 11:35:00 PM »
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: CleanFuel
Quote from: Screw_the_Chew
Quote from: iquitchewing
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: cr4
Quote from: Diesel2112
I can remember driving home from hoops with my lip full of kodiak.  My jaw hurt, my tongue was numb, I got no buzz, my spitter was skanky...it was all just a mess.  Those are the times I dwell on when I THINK I miss that crap.  Not every dip was some euphoric, stress releasing expierence.  In fact most times it sucked when I really think about it.

You are not giving up anything pleasurable.   You are freeing yourself from one of the most disgusting addictions known to mankind.  Dip fills no voids in your life.  It creates them. 
Diesel, this post really hit home with me. You're exactly right, most times it sucked. And for a ninja dipper, it was like a second job but more stressful. Thank you for this. I might quote it in some way in my sig line if you don't mind.
Have at it bro! There's no intellectual property rights associated to it. I'm not intellectual, I'm a dumb ass!!! LOL

Stay Quit!!!
Yep. Summed up nicely. When addiction becomes a full time unpleasurable job you know it is time. Time for freedom.
Fucking eh yes! Freedom is like your soul going commando.
Says it like it is. Thanks for making my quit stronger today. iquitchewing 72 days
I've had a stressful day and came so close to caving in. You want to know what stopped me from caving? My daughter, wife, and my family. I don't want my daughter to not have a dad or my wife a husband. No way I'm going to let tobacco take away my family. Fuck You, you're MY bitch now nic!
You are a weak addict....admit it brother.....step up and defy the odds......you have 2 intros going on and the both suck
I admit I am a weak addict. I'm stepping and not backing down again. About the 2 intros sucking..... 'Finger'
love you too....

but am quit with you....even after you planned cave post

are you ready for this????????

I mean really ready????

Are you your own voice????
Quit 04.02.2012 --- HOF 07.11.2012 --- 5 Years 04.02.2017

Now I am the Voice. I will LEAD, not follow. I will BELIEVE, not doubt. I will CREATE, not destroy. I am a Force for God. I am a Leader.

Defy the odds. Set a new standard. STEP UP!

My HOF Speech

My Intro