Reddit AMA - Live updating my quit as it goes

[Cindy]

You could quit calling us names. That would be helpful. You don't act like a cowboy you act like a punk ass kid.

[hawkeyerunner]

Also, I deleted the entire post on Reddit since it offended so many of you fuckers.

[hawkeyerunner]

I'm motivated by two things, money and my hatred for not being in control of what's in my damn mouth. I announced I was quitting to everyone I know and I don't want to go back to it, it would mean admitting defeat and losing.

[Done4Me]

Diesel - Fuck you, leave me alone and let me quit in peace. Dick.

Done4Me - you're awesome and I totally agree. For instance, I just caught myself thinking that I'd finish the night with some reading and a dip...umm, where the hell did that thought come from? I've been on rage mode all evening about not doing that and then I was all "hey, I should have a dip." It's in my fucking brain right now.

Thanks dude. Diesel and I are preaching the same message. You're just pissed because he's more direct.

I want to live. I want to be a father, a granddad. I want an extended life.

My guess... you want the same. Figure out how to make this place work for you.

[hawkeyerunner]

Diesel - Fuck you, leave me alone and let me quit in peace. Dick.

Done4Me - you're awesome and I totally agree. For instance, I just caught myself thinking that I'd finish the night with some reading and a dip...umm, where the hell did that thought come from? I've been on rage mode all evening about not doing that and then I was all "hey, I should have a dip." It's in my fucking brain right now.

[Done4Me]

Yeah, I was told the reverse earlier. That it would be cool and appreciated. I haven't had any tobacco for almost exactly 48 hours now and everything is spazzing out.

My latest entry over there is this:

10/5 at 9:30 p.m.: I've spent the entire evening arguing with assholes on killthecan.com. I don't even feel human right now. My stomach hurts, I can't focus worth a shit and everything is extremely annoying. This fucking sucks!

Yeah bro. That's nicotine withdrawl. It takes 3 days to purge that shit out of your system.

Try drinking mass quantities of water to help flush it out.

You've done a lot of damage to your brain by dipping all those years. We all did.

I was so fucked up when I quit I didn't know which way was up. I was so scared and riddled with anxiety I thought I was dieing...literally.

You have to re-wire your brain. It's not a quick or easy process, but one that thousands on this site have done. I'm willing to bet the same cannot be said for that other site.

Go all in over here. We've been in your shoes. We can help.

Word.

[Diesel2112]

Yeah, I was told the reverse earlier. That it would be cool and appreciated. I haven't had any tobacco for almost exactly 48 hours now and everything is spazzing out.

My latest entry over there is this:

10/5 at 9:30 p.m.: I've spent the entire evening arguing with assholes on killthecan.com. I don't even feel human right now. My stomach hurts, I can't focus worth a shit and everything is extremely annoying. This fucking sucks!

Yeah bro. That's nicotine withdrawl. It takes 3 days to purge that shit out of your system.

Try drinking mass quantities of water to help flush it out.

You've done a lot of damage to your brain by dipping all those years. We all did.

I was so fucked up when I quit I didn't know which way was up. I was so scared and riddled with anxiety I thought I was dieing...literally.

You have to re-wire your brain. It's not a quick or easy process, but one that thousands on this site have done. I'm willing to bet the same cannot be said for that other site.

Go all in over here. We've been in your shoes. We can help.

[Diesel2112]

I'm not holding it against anyone, I didn't know what I was getting into. I can see that you're all very serious about quitting and that's awesome.

So, I'm going to leave this account for a few days and come back later this week with a new one, under a new name, so you little faggots will treat me decently from the get-go.

My quit was going so much better before I got on here.

Don't matter who suggested what, that site is straight up garbage. That's my main point.

Yes. We are very serious about quitting. That's what this site is built on. Last I checked if you REALLY want something, you need to put SERIOUS effort into it.

Come back as another person. Now THAT'S manly.

How about you just start posting roll, delete your account at that other site, and see how ktc really works.

Probably too scared to do that...

[hawkeyerunner]

Yeah, I was told the reverse earlier. That it would be cool and appreciated. I haven't had any tobacco for almost exactly 48 hours now and everything is spazzing out.

My latest entry over there is this:

10/5 at 9:30 p.m.: I've spent the entire evening arguing with assholes on killthecan.com. I don't even feel human right now. My stomach hurts, I can't focus worth a shit and everything is extremely annoying. This fucking sucks!

[wastepanel]

I'm not holding it against anyone, I didn't know what I was getting into. I can see that you're all very serious about quitting and that's awesome.

So, I'm going to leave this account for a few days and come back later this week with a new one, under a new name, so you little faggots will treat me decently from the get-go.

My quit was going so much better before I got on here.

Nah, man. That's not how we do it.

You don't get to redo your birth. You don't get a new entrance. One of the few rules we have on this site is one profile (unlike reddit).

Sack up. Stay quit. See you in the morning.

[pr0f]

None reddit people should not go to reddit... It's worse culture shock than coming here... While other world....


It could work.... But that requires hawk to drink the koolaid... Then that sub reddit would get really interesting.

[Done4Me]

Jcanquit - you're awesome, thanks.

Diesel - I was only being honest on what I was thinking at the time. So fuck you, and Michigan suck dick. ....but you are right, I am addicted to the chemicals. But those chemicals and their use is really really common where I live, work, and play. All of my friends and family do it, and as far as I can remember nobody I know has even tried to quit. So yeah, it's pretty wrapped up in my life and I don't know how to un-do that either.

Well...if you follow the playbook here, you will learn how to UN-do it.

Clemson 41 NCSU 0

Not a good day.

No crying here either.

Still a fan. Still quit.

If the Reddit subshit experiment doesn't work out, shift your attention over here 100%. But only if you truly want to quit.

[30yraddict]

hawkeye, you are right, dipping is pretty manly

[hawkeyerunner]

I'm not holding it against anyone, I didn't know what I was getting into. I can see that you're all very serious about quitting and that's awesome.

So, I'm going to leave this account for a few days and come back later this week with a new one, under a new name, so you little faggots will treat me decently from the get-go.

My quit was going so much better before I got on here.

[Jubs]

Also, what the fuck site is your diary on?

There's fucking dip all over the place. There was even like a watermark dip advertisement as I was reading your diary.

Then I poked around a little bit and after more ads for dip, I read probably the dumbest exchange in the history of man.

Some guy was apologizing for asking questions about cancer and other dudes were forgiving him and saying that they were long time dippers and didn't need to be hearing that shit. One guy ended his response with "Happy Dipping"???? It's almost like that's the anti-KTC

You might want to get off that site if your really serious about quitting and if I were a mod I would eliminate th link to that shitball site. Wtf.

Diesel, bro. I told him to post the link... obviously an over site on my part. So if you're gonna give heat for that you should direct it my way. Shoulda looked at it closer before I told him to share.