Intro....

[Its_Got2Happen]

Nice 700 Morgan!

'BanDog'

Congrats Morgan!

well done friend

[Derk40]

730

2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.

'Cheers' 'BanDog' 'oh yeah' 'do it'

Well done bro! 2 yrs is outstanding!!!

[D2maine]

730

2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.

'Cheers' 'BanDog' 'oh yeah' 'do it'

[Morgan1]

730

2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.

[Mthomas3824]

Nice 700 Morgan!

'BanDog'

Congrats Morgan!

Morgan1 700 days! Congrats. Time to replace your walmart tat with a target tat. Moving on up.

[Pinched]

Nice 700 Morgan!

'BanDog'

Congrats Morgan!

[Coach Steve]

Nice 700 Morgan!

'BanDog'

[30isEnuff]

681

I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.

:wood

damn it! I've got to go running now?!?!?!

Dreams cannot kill you.
Not posting roll can.
I quit with You today Morgan. ODAAT, period

[cbird65]

681

I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.

:wood

damn it! I've got to go running now?!?!?!

[Morgan1]

681

I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.

[bronc]

677
Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. 

First and foremost thanks so much for posting this. It's always great to read the vets posts. This one means a lot to me because it shows me how deeply woven the pattern of deceit and lies is with an addict...it became an unconscious decision. I'm so proud to be quit with you today. Any quitter like you is a man of his word and a man of integrity. ;Ironman:

[30isEnuff]

677

I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.

thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get

'clap' Thanks again Morgan for the inspiration......Quit On My Friend!!!!

Awesome post. Dopamines are finding their correct paths ODAAT.
I quit with You Today brother.

[jaynellie]

677

I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.

thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get

'clap' Thanks again Morgan for the inspiration......Quit On My Friend!!!!

[Its_Got2Happen]

677

I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.

thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get

[Morgan1]

677

I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.