Introduction

[Radman]

Actually gave serious thought to not posting roll today.  Just in case??  I am off work for a long weekend and started thinking about the "good old days" of drinking and dipping and doing yardwork etc.  What a dumbass!!  This bitch don't give up easy, does she?  WTF, one hundred and forty something days and I still have these thoughts.  Is this normal??  What the hell is wrong with me??

Can't ever go back. Gotta go post, later.

IG2H the "good ole days" of being a slave to a fuckin weed? ODAAT is the way we do it here you know that. Don't get caught up in the past and start giving Nic any credit for the "good times". Post roll everyday and make the promise to me, billy bob, johnny, and most importantly to yourself. Proud to be quit with you today. NAFAR!!

^^^^ x2.

Keep fighting, guys. Keep fighting.

[jaynellie]

Actually gave serious thought to not posting roll today. Just in case?? I am off work for a long weekend and started thinking about the "good old days" of drinking and dipping and doing yardwork etc. What a dumbass!! This bitch don't give up easy, does she? WTF, one hundred and forty something days and I still have these thoughts. Is this normal?? What the hell is wrong with me??

Can't ever go back. Gotta go post, later.

IG2H the "good ole days" of being a slave to a fuckin weed? ODAAT is the way we do it here you know that. Don't get caught up in the past and start giving Nic any credit for the "good times". Post roll everyday and make the promise to me, billy bob, johnny, and most importantly to yourself. Proud to be quit with you today. NAFAR!!

[Its_Got2Happen]

Actually gave serious thought to not posting roll today. Just in case?? I am off work for a long weekend and started thinking about the "good old days" of drinking and dipping and doing yardwork etc. What a dumbass!! This bitch don't give up easy, does she? WTF, one hundred and forty something days and I still have these thoughts. Is this normal?? What the hell is wrong with me??

Can't ever go back. Gotta go post, later.

[Its_Got2Happen]

Ah the old 120ish day funk. Just wake up, post roll, and keep doing the same things you've been doing for the past 121 days. It will pass and there will be more of them.

You're free man. Do you really want to go back to being a slave to the can?

Nope not a slave anymore, you're right. Just wish it didnt take so long to heal this screwed up brain.

By the way Kubrick, where did you find that avatar? 30 min with her and I would forget all about craves.

I gotta jump in here because kubrick helped me big time.. ty bro!
got2happen --- it will pass.. when you have that feeling something isn't right? it will pass.. I haven't been doing that good in this area, but exercise really saved my ass around that time.. It will help release that funkiness.. FYI (120's) that's around the time I sent out an emergency text from the side of the road.. EVERYBODY replied with support. It's the only time I had to do that, but my point is remember you always have some digits for back up...use them if you ever get there, and remember the storm will always pass... peace

Good point Kana. You are right. I know this, I know this, I know this. I promise myself that if I am ever close to a cave I will do the following:

1. text and or call my quit brothers

2. read my entire intro thread

3. sign the contract to cave

That ought to do it. Never forget day 1 is what Loot says. Sounds about right to me.

[kana]

Ah the old 120ish day funk. Just wake up, post roll, and keep doing the same things you've been doing for the past 121 days. It will pass and there will be more of them.

You're free man. Do you really want to go back to being a slave to the can?

Nope not a slave anymore, you're right. Just wish it didnt take so long to heal this screwed up brain.

By the way Kubrick, where did you find that avatar? 30 min with her and I would forget all about craves.

I gotta jump in here because kubrick helped me big time.. ty bro!
got2happen --- it will pass.. when you have that feeling something isn't right? it will pass.. I haven't been doing that good in this area, but exercise really saved my ass around that time.. It will help release that funkiness.. FYI (120's) that's around the time I sent out an emergency text from the side of the road.. EVERYBODY replied with support. It's the only time I had to do that, but my point is remember you always have some digits for back up...use them if you ever get there, and remember the storm will always pass... peace

[Its_Got2Happen]

Ah the old 120ish day funk. Just wake up, post roll, and keep doing the same things you've been doing for the past 121 days. It will pass and there will be more of them.

You're free man. Do you really want to go back to being a slave to the can?

Nope not a slave anymore, you're right. Just wish it didnt take so long to heal this screwed up brain.

By the way Kubrick, where did you find that avatar? 30 min with her and I would forget all about craves.

[Kubrick]

Ah the old 120ish day funk. Just wake up, post roll, and keep doing the same things you've been doing for the past 121 days. It will pass and there will be more of them.

You're free man. Do you really want to go back to being a slave to the can?

[RAZD611]

Hang in there. It will pass and the light at the end of the tunnel will begin to shine brighter.

You got this!!

[Wade]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?", 

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days.  Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.

That's exactly the type of thinking that has brought me back to Day 1 time and time again. That's also exactly why I'm here...so that I never have another Day 1. Stay strong. We are stronger together. I quit with you today.

[Skoal Monster]

Just remember how bad you wanted to quit. That memory is a truthful one. Hold on to it.

[Its_Got2Happen]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?", 

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days.  Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.

This is why you have phone numbers. This is why you text your brothers. Of course this is why we post roll, everyday!

You have my number, don't be afraid to use it.

I'm on 76 got2. I was hoping at 121 my battle would be over. It sounds like 121 and 76 are a lot alike. Well shit! I'll tell you what,,, you stay quit and stay quit no matter what effin number. Glad to be quit with you.

I hear ya srans. I thought I would be done too. I suppose that is the ticket. There is no "done". It is a daily battle. Loot says, never forget day 1. I wanted so badly to be quit. Took me 25+ years to get there. I am not throwing that away for nothing. Thanks for the encouragement gentlemen.

[srans]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?", 

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days.  Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.

This is why you have phone numbers. This is why you text your brothers. Of course this is why we post roll, everyday!

You have my number, don't be afraid to use it.

I'm on 76 got2. I was hoping at 121 my battle would be over. It sounds like 121 and 76 are a lot alike. Well shit! I'll tell you what,,, you stay quit and stay quit no matter what effin number. Glad to be quit with you.

[wastepanel]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?", 

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days.  Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.

This is why you have phone numbers. This is why you text your brothers. Of course this is why we post roll, everyday!

You have my number, don't be afraid to use it.

You are funking.

One of the worst funks (in my opinion) is right after the hall because the nic bitch is desperate. She saw day 101 as the day "things get back to normal". She sees this quitting stuff as a temporary thing, and she's pissed the more it becomes permanent.

Remember your tools you've learned. There's a reason you practiced them in times of good. It's for these times you are in. Lean on them.

You've got my number. You've got many more. Use them.

Reach out to one of these foggy fucks and show em how you got there. Make some new friends.

[jbradley]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?",

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days. Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.

This is why you have phone numbers. This is why you text your brothers. Of course this is why we post roll, everyday!

You have my number, don't be afraid to use it.

[Its_Got2Happen]

Yesterday and today I caught myself thinking some crazy thoughts and questioning some basics,

"what was so bad about dipping again?",

"there are worse drugs to be addicted to"

"I could always do it and not tell anyone"

"shit I could always quit again when I want to, I got this far"

WFT, I can't believe this addiction lurks, after 121 days. Toxic fucking poison screwing with my mind.

Not today you sneaky bitch. Today I made a promise.