100 days tomorrow. It has been a good ride so far. I enjoyed reflecting on the past 3 months as I wrote the HOF speech. I have so many people to thank.
I have only 1 regret about quitting. Why the hell did I wait so long? I guess it was because I was convinced it wasn't possible. That is all different now. Thanks KTC.
Ryan
Here it is.
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100 days already? Damn. That went fast (to me LOL) Great work.
Thought we were gonna lose you a couple times there. Way to scratch, fight, and claw. Not any ass hat can do what you just did.
I have a sense you are still struggling a little bit. Maybe I'm wrong, but just take a few steps back and take some big ass deep breaths and really think about what you just did.
Its amazing.
Celebrate my man. The HOF is a place for fucking champions. Welcome to the club.
Quite a journey your on sir, but remember...
The point of a journey is not to arrive but the point of departure is not to return.
Quit on!!!!
This is a great thing to see Ryan. I am not sure of what "success" is in this endeavor but I suspect it is a series of steps that we measure in minutes for the fist few days, hours for the next week, and days for the rest of our lives. Success includes staying clean from nicotine but also helping others. You are succeeding on both counts. Milestones like this are to be celebrated, congrats.
Shed
Though I may struggle, I have my eye on the prize. As I said in the HOF speech, 100 days is a good start. I have a lifetime to get better at this, and get better I will.
Oh this just popped up after I hit send, it is a post of mine from Jan 7th. Jan 7th, (Day 7)
There are some bad ass quitters on here today. I am excited to be one of them. I got a dose of reality today on the way to work though. I was happy to feel better last night, I felt so good I could have written HOF, hell no, long way to go, felt like day 2 again, cried like a baby all the way to work. Can't drink coffee anymore either. I hate this nasty addiction. Fuck the nic bitch and fuck the millionaire industry.I never want to be there again, I remember how I felt that day. And guess what, I can drink coffee again :), just not as much. See you tomorrow, Ryan