Great intro Jake, welcome. Those pictures and the tears they leave behind are no joke, huh. That's how I came here too. Keep a bit of those pictures with you. Especially when around other dippers, it is easy to say, "Fuck it, if he's been doing it for x number of years I can do it." Unfortunately, you never know who or when that cancer will hit. It's like Russian Roulette. As the days progress, you will realize that your addiction is about more than just dipping. Just post roll and keep your word. Drink water, eat seeds, and QLF! I'm quit with you today.