Well, bear with me here, i Just need to make a damn list to help distract me from a bad bad day...
-Why am I worrying about cutting the grass this afternoon for the first time without a dip in????.....Does dip make it so that I dont have to cut the grass at allNO, it still has to be done, tobacco or not...Does dip make it any more enjoyableNO, i may think it does but now that I think about it, I hated cutting grass when I had a dip in. What could possibly be enjoyable about having shit in my mouth that makes my jaw hurt and will kill me???
-Does dip really relax me and make me less stressful....Hell no!! Looking back on it, dip made me the most stressful person because I was constantly worrying about every bump and scratch and thinking it was cancer. What I thought was helping rid myself of stress was one of the biggest causes of stress!
well, i thought my list would be longer but the fog is killing me today. Thanks for listening to my rant and giving me a place to do so! 'bang head'