Hi all. I wanted to post a brief followup to my introductory post. First and foremost I was impressed with the amount of support I received from my initial foray into the KTC world. I got several private messages, as well as replies to the post itself. My schedule is hectic, and i dont have time yet to reply to all my messages, so if you sent me one know that it was read, and appreciated. Some were friendly, some were "harsh", all were supportive. No matter what the tone of the messages and repkies where they all contained one resounding message: QUIT NOW, RIGHT NOW, dont wait. My initial plan was to quit when i ran out of the dip I had already purchased. After reading and thinking about what you vets had to say I made a decision, to dump the shit down the toilet. The morning after I posted I stood before the shitter, and dumped two and a half cans of grizzly. Gone. I realized that by "waiting until I ran out" I was still hanging on, placing a value on dip that it absolutely does not deserve. So, it begins. Work sucked on day 1, work is where i use 2/3 of my dip. Its going to take time to adjust to that. Today is day 2, and so far my morning has been hell. To not roll out of bed and see my can and spitter waiting on me provoked a feeling of loss. Then I reminded myself that im losing nothing in quitting, but regaining my life. I resolve to face this challenge with a mental toughness that I know resides in me. Thanks for reading.