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Offline MN_Engineer

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #760 on: January 26, 2024, 09:11:08 AM »
Quote from: Keith0617 on January 26, 2024, 08:18:05 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 26, 2024, 07:39:50 AM
Day 229
Anxiety prevails.
I will not dip today.
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8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |
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"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
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Offline Keith0617

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #759 on: January 26, 2024, 08:18:05 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 26, 2024, 07:39:50 AM
Day 229
Anxiety prevails.
I will not dip today.
Keith0617 1940
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #758 on: January 26, 2024, 07:39:50 AM »
Day 229
Anxiety prevails.
I will not dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #757 on: January 25, 2024, 01:58:59 PM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 25, 2024, 12:49:15 PM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on January 25, 2024, 11:00:38 AM
Quote from: worktowin on January 25, 2024, 10:48:55 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 25, 2024, 07:10:04 AM
Day 228
Depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,050. Much better day today. Headed to Seattle.
MN/2,832 - ODAAT
Now depression and anxiety. Nicotine is the gift that just keeps giving.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #756 on: January 25, 2024, 12:49:15 PM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on January 25, 2024, 11:00:38 AM
Quote from: worktowin on January 25, 2024, 10:48:55 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 25, 2024, 07:10:04 AM
Day 228
Depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,050. Much better day today. Headed to Seattle.
MN/2,832 - ODAAT
Now depression and anxiety. Nicotine is the gift that just keeps giving.
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Offline MN_Engineer

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #755 on: January 25, 2024, 11:00:38 AM »
Quote from: worktowin on January 25, 2024, 10:48:55 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 25, 2024, 07:10:04 AM
Day 228
Depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,050. Much better day today. Headed to Seattle.
MN/2,832 - ODAAT
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #754 on: January 25, 2024, 10:48:55 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 25, 2024, 07:10:04 AM
Day 228
Depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,050. Much better day today. Headed to Seattle.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #753 on: January 25, 2024, 07:10:04 AM »
Day 228
Depression.
I will not dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #752 on: January 24, 2024, 10:42:36 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 24, 2024, 10:28:42 AM
Quote from: worktowin on January 24, 2024, 10:07:50 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 24, 2024, 07:06:58 AM
Day 227
Yesterday was some of the most intense craves I have had since the first week. I even skipped gassing up my truck in fear of buying a can. Fuck that shit has a powerful draw. Now I’m starting my day with depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,049. Starting day in ER with Amy. Think her meds are all screwed up. Ugh. Today I’m thankful to live in a city with good healthcare options and the means to use them.
I hope all is well and things get straightened out for you two.
MN/2,831 - no nicotine for this guy today.

Michael - praying everything gets sorted out quickly. Holler if you ever need a pickup.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #751 on: January 24, 2024, 10:28:42 AM »
Quote from: worktowin on January 24, 2024, 10:07:50 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 24, 2024, 07:06:58 AM
Day 227
Yesterday was some of the most intense craves I have had since the first week. I even skipped gassing up my truck in fear of buying a can. Fuck that shit has a powerful draw. Now I’m starting my day with depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,049. Starting day in ER with Amy. Think her meds are all screwed up. Ugh. Today I’m thankful to live in a city with good healthcare options and the means to use them.
I hope all is well and things get straightened out for you two.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #750 on: January 24, 2024, 10:07:50 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 24, 2024, 07:06:58 AM
Day 227
Yesterday was some of the most intense craves I have had since the first week. I even skipped gassing up my truck in fear of buying a can. Fuck that shit has a powerful draw. Now I’m starting my day with depression.
I will not dip today.
Worktowin 4,049. Starting day in ER with Amy. Think her meds are all screwed up. Ugh. Today I’m thankful to live in a city with good healthcare options and the means to use them.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #749 on: January 24, 2024, 07:06:58 AM »
Day 227
Yesterday was some of the most intense craves I have had since the first week. I even skipped gassing up my truck in fear of buying a can. Fuck that shit has a powerful draw. Now I’m starting my day with depression.
I will not dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #748 on: January 23, 2024, 01:18:48 PM »
Quote from: worktowin on January 23, 2024, 10:05:30 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on January 23, 2024, 09:37:27 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 08:46:35 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 06:51:01 AM
Day 226
I will not dip today.
Feel lost, empty, no purpose in life. Nicotine is truly evil how it hijacks your brain. Everything is good around me and all I feel is despair. My brain is screaming for a big bite but it’s not going to happen so I’m being punished. Kodiak should be banned. Quitting alcohol was a walk in the park compared to nicotine.
Fuck nicotine!!!!!!!!!
MN/2,830 one day at a time
worktowin 4,048
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #747 on: January 23, 2024, 10:05:30 AM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on January 23, 2024, 09:37:27 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 08:46:35 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 06:51:01 AM
Day 226
I will not dip today.
Feel lost, empty, no purpose in life. Nicotine is truly evil how it hijacks your brain. Everything is good around me and all I feel is despair. My brain is screaming for a big bite but it’s not going to happen so I’m being punished. Kodiak should be banned. Quitting alcohol was a walk in the park compared to nicotine.
Fuck nicotine!!!!!!!!!
MN/2,830 one day at a time
worktowin 4,048
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Offline MN_Engineer

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #746 on: January 23, 2024, 09:37:27 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 08:46:35 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 23, 2024, 06:51:01 AM
Day 226
I will not dip today.
Feel lost, empty, no purpose in life. Nicotine is truly evil how it hijacks your brain. Everything is good around me and all I feel is despair. My brain is screaming for a big bite but it’s not going to happen so I’m being punished. Kodiak should be banned. Quitting alcohol was a walk in the park compared to nicotine.
Fuck nicotine!!!!!!!!!
MN/2,830 one day at a time
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
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