I quit again

[MN_Engineer]

Worktowin 4,061. Beautiful crisp Midwest day. Dog has an ear infection and wow is he a diva to take care of. More high maintenance than even my wife. Haha

MN/2,843 hope the pooch feels better quickly! Routine, monthly session with my therapist today; thankful to have access to such care and the means to afford it.

[worktowin]

Worktowin 4,061. Beautiful crisp Midwest day. Dog has an ear infection and wow is he a diva to take care of. More high maintenance than even my wife. Haha

[Dipchit]

Day 238.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1949 ODAAT

Worktowin 4,060. Cold and rainy here. Headed to a nice dinner with friends then to see a comedian show later.

Anxiety has returned with a vengeance today. Head pressure and my hands and feet are tingling. Fuck life sucks!!
I keep hearing it gets better. Really? When? This far out in my quit and still suffering. WTF?

[worktowin]

Day 238.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1949 ODAAT

Worktowin 4,060. Cold and rainy here. Headed to a nice dinner with friends then to see a comedian show later.

[Keith0617]

Day 238.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1949 ODAAT

[Dipchit]

Day 238.
I will not dip today.

[MN_Engineer]

MN/2,842 - daughter scored like 15 goals yesterday during the first game of this 3 game weekend. She was so proud and it warmed my heart. back to the rink in 20 minutes for the next game. Sun is shining, the frost is burning off the rooftops, the coffee is hot - life is good.

[worktowin]

Day 237
I actually feel better today than yesterday. The anxiety is real low and I feel like going over to my friends place and helping him work on his truck. Nicotine withdrawal has many different symptoms. You just can’t tell how you are going to feel tomorrow until it comes. Guess that’s why we quit one day at a time. BTW my monster crave from yesterday has passed.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1948 ODAAT

MN/2,841 - kiddo has their first mites hockey jamboree this weekend and she is excited. while not stoked to give up most of my weekend sitting in a hockey arena, she loves playing and the joy it brings to her face is priceless.

Worktowin 4,059. I’ve spent all day working hanging artwork and pictures in our new office building, which we move into Friday. It’s the nicest office building I’ve ever seen, and I’m so excited to finish out my career in a shiny fancy new place!

[MN_Engineer]

Day 237
I actually feel better today than yesterday. The anxiety is real low and I feel like going over to my friends place and helping him work on his truck. Nicotine withdrawal has many different symptoms. You just can’t tell how you are going to feel tomorrow until it comes. Guess that’s why we quit one day at a time. BTW my monster crave from yesterday has passed.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1948 ODAAT

MN/2,841 - kiddo has their first mites hockey jamboree this weekend and she is excited. while not stoked to give up most of my weekend sitting in a hockey arena, she loves playing and the joy it brings to her face is priceless.

[Keith0617]

Day 237
I actually feel better today than yesterday. The anxiety is real low and I feel like going over to my friends place and helping him work on his truck. Nicotine withdrawal has many different symptoms. You just can’t tell how you are going to feel tomorrow until it comes. Guess that’s why we quit one day at a time. BTW my monster crave from yesterday has passed.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1948 ODAAT

[Dipchit]

Day 237
I actually feel better today than yesterday. The anxiety is real low and I feel like going over to my friends place and helping him work on his truck. Nicotine withdrawal has many different symptoms. You just can’t tell how you are going to feel tomorrow until it comes. Guess that’s why we quit one day at a time. BTW my monster crave from yesterday has passed.
I will not dip today.

[worktowin]

Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT

Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

Your word is your bond. We are holding you to it.

I am a man of my word.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1947

I'm challenging everyone on this thread to post something positive tomorrow - it's been a week for me that is pushing my limits, and I could really use some positive thoughts. 

[Keith0617]

Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT

Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

Your word is your bond. We are holding you to it.

I am a man of my word.
I will not dip today.

Keith0617 1947

[Dipchit]

Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT

Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

Your word is your bond. We are holding you to it.

I am a man of my word.
I will not dip today.

[MN_Engineer]

Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT

Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

Your word is your bond. We are holding you to it.