I had a dip dream last night. I think it's from all the stress from medical w/ kids and divorce. I feel extremely lonely, worthless and wondering why my (ex) husband would do the things he has done. Unanswered questions .......... and it will always be just that ....... unanswered. Something I can't dwell on.
My mind wanders. The evil of addiction takes control -telling me- c'mon, .. it'll help you cope. (I encounter this for a few seconds) and then I'm back to reality. Copenhagen will do absolutely NOTHING for me but take me back to Day 1. I believe in this site. I believe I'm strong .... it's just when you need help ......................... you reach out !!
I believe in you ................... will you take my hand?
-mls