I am feeling weak, and trying not to cave
BAH... don't do it man. The fact that you're posting here tells me that you're not ready to give in... HANG IN THERE!!!
Don't do it bro. It's not worth it. Remember this post you made last week...
"Cinco de mayo 2015. the day I decided to quit for my little girl."
You caved since then, don't do it again. Breaking your word for a moment of weakness will result in more regret and push you further away from being quit.
Go for a jog, do some burpees, do some push ups, get some fake, stuff 20 pieces of gum in your mouth. Whatever it takes to keep that shit out of your cake hole.
Another suggestion...start an intro and tell us more about yourself and why you want to quit. Just typing all that out can be therapeutic and get your mind off of things, not to mention the support that will come along with it.
DO SOMETHING. DON'T BITCH OUT AND CAVE. IT'S NOT WORTH IT.