What a day....
- we have a venue picked out for our wedding.... We really like it. The only available dates are weekends I do not have my sons. I emailed their mother, and she won't give me an answer. She keeps putting it off. I'm trying to be optimistic. If the answer was NO, she would have just said that, right???
- Found out a first responder and friend had a stroke this weekend. She is battling cancer for the 4th time. It's in her brain and lungs. They have her on hospice care. We are scrambling to make sure arrangements are set up for the fire department. She has always been a dear friend, her kids have babysat my kids.
- Found out a former fire chief from the area, who was also one of my instructors passed away yesterday....
I'm just emotionally drained. I kinda want to go home and curl up into a ball...
My quit is solid. Had I not posted today, I'm sure I would have went to the store and picked up something with nicotine. Probably a cigar, because the addict in me would have said "it's not the same"
It sucks JeffB caved. It sucks he has to start over from Day 1... But I'm glad today I am reminded of how big the small step of posting roll is to my life.
Thank you all for quitting with me every damn day!!
